Had a hugely emotional day tidy. Found out that my old secretary died last week, I had seen her and knew she had had cancer but she was in remission, that was about 8 weeks ago I guess. Has really upset me, but her funeral is on Thursday so I am going to go. Is obviously made worse by my sister she died in the hospital my sister is being treated at. We had dinner with my sisters in laws to be tonight, her mil is so lovely she always makes Ruth cry when she sees her, and she made me cry tonight oo. She said I was lovely for everything I did for Ruth, which was so nice. My parents have never said that to me about me stopping work to be with her, and her saying it really made me want to cry.