Sorry just catching up now... At the end of the day we are only human. Do you feel you are learning from you're mistakes? Making better choices than you would have previously? If yes then that's absolutely fantastic and leaps and bounds in the righ direction! With the councillor She/he is part of the service use and abuse them
maybe changed CDC if you don't click with this one? It's about you, you're happiness and well-being, you know you deserve this you owe it to you're self! You have the strength inside of you look at what you have achieved so far x
13.3 start weight 11.2 right now and going inwards and onwards! x