ProPoints CarlyLanky140's Food Diary (28/155lb)

[CarlyLanky140]

Have a fab hol! Gutted when I found out no Primark! Only place I could afford!


Feel like crap! No money at all and so no nice shopping and feel really fat!! I can't wait to be fashionable and shop in normal shops! I need to get bk to a good weeks! Hoping after Aug I'll be ok xx

 

[Jemmalb]

There's a primark in town I practically bought the whole shop yday lol theyv got sone really nice holiday clothes in n soo cheap!! Xx

 

[*Claire-Bear*]

Ooooo, i could do with a lovely shopping spree ....... hope ur havin a lovely weekend Carly xxxx

 

[CarlyLanky140]

Hi All!

I've had a lovely day but I have to admit even though it's been lots of fun I have felt down!

I live at home with parents and yet still have no money ever! So I spent £25 today - bought a cute business card holder for £8 and the rest was booze/food for tea, cocktails, SATC dvds and the SATC game!!

The other girls all have husbands/fiancées/ cohabiting partners.... They are all size 16 or less.... So they spent the day trying n buying pretty clothes and shoes... And got to go home to someone who loves them!

I kno that I will be slim one day and I will find a man when the time is right but I just felt crap!

I can't feasibly see myself being able to afford to move out for a few years or more likely if/when I find someone who likes me!

And it's depressing to think that even when I am slim I won't be able to buy pretty things coz i'll be saving/skint

It's just been one of those days!!!

Love to all!!!

Xx

 

[Jemmalb]

I no how u feel I hate going shopping with my mates sometimes ther all so skinny n I feel like a heffer next to them! I hate trying on clothes as it is in sure the changing room mirrors make ppl look huge lol so while in watching them try on lovely size 8 clothes that I'd love to fit it it gets depressing lol. We'l both get where we wanna be xx

 

[azwethinkweiz]

My poor chickaboo!! I hate to hear you're feeling so down. I know it must be disheartening watching your friends try on clothes like that... you'll get there someday soon hon and then you'll be the one making them jealous trust me! You can even borrow their clothes then if you're still skint lol!!

And hon... Men arent everything, trust me on that one. It can take a long time for someone to find their Mr.Right. I'm not even sure my OH right now is the one for me after all? And thats very sad. I was with a guy for 4 years and we broke up last year and it destroyed me for about 6 months. I wouldnt wish that heartache on anyone. So I hope when you DO find someone that they are definitely the right one for you. Concentrate on being happy with yourself first because I find I'm quite self conscious with my OH even though I shouldnt be and that can hinder things too.
I completely understand about having no money. I'm absolutely broke and have to live with my parents too. I'm 24 and everyone jokes about how I'll "never move out". I just cant afford to on my salary. Don't worry though hon, the future is bright for us I'm sure of it!!!
P.S We all think you're fab! xXx

 

[starkissedx]

Without sounding too corny ha even though on this forum we only see what you type etc I can tell you are an amazing girl and I know you will get to your goal. Believe me it would be a whole lot easier for me to do ww if I was single as living with my oh he always wants to go out to eat, get takeaways and eat chocolate!

Take this time on your journey to your your goal weight as time to learn to love yourself as when you do your confidence will be sky high and you will get a man you deserve

Hope your feeling better! Xxx

 

[laurenasha]

Hope your feeling better now Carly! We all have them days! I am still gettin used to these monthly pays and constantly worrying about money! Boys birthdays Christmas car mot car tax etc! So life on the other side with a partner Is no better pet lol we all still have them down days xxx thinking of you xxx

 

[CarlyLanky140]

Thanks all xx

 

[*Claire-Bear*]

Thinkin of you Carly .... i wish i could wave a magic wand to make you all happy & smiley .... You will be there soon pullin yer tongue out to the world as a skinny minnie size 10 massssiveeeeee huggles to you xxxx

 

[smirnoff]

But you've got to remember that if we were all perfect 10's then we wouldn't have found the mates we've made through this forum! xx

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[Susan2603]

Hope your feeling better Carly Sympathise with u....everything u wrote im like....oh thats me - i feel like that etc lol. But we will both get to where we want to be...might take a bit longer than others but we WILL acheive it. Enjoy the rest of your weekend xx

 

[CarlyLanky140]

Thanks all... apologies but the rant continues...

I am really cross!

I ate loads yest and went a bit over today.... and will be over again tomorrow for curry ... then Tues I have 3 meals out coz I am in London... and then a late WI on wed...

I just hopped on scales and I am 5 up from WI this will only get worse.... and then I have one more week (with a night out) where I should be able to be good.... then I have 5 days at Leeds Festival eating and drinking... then just under 3 weeks till I go for 5 days at Pontins......... ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

I will enjoy my curry tomorrow and I will enjoy Leeds but other than that I will be good!! I don't need to drink at Pontins coz I just love it... so thats the plan...

I have to keep losing coz I look a mess!! xxx

 

[Jemmalb]

Sounds like ur a busy bunny lol. Which pontins ru going? I no what u mean it's annoying wen u really wanna be good but got lots of things going on n don't wanna feel Luke ur missing out. I just try n b as good as I can but enjoy myself as well : ) xx

 

[CarlyLanky140]

Thanks hun! It's the Southport one....

xx

 

[CarlyLanky140]

Week 17: Day 3 - Friday 12th August 2011

BREAKFAST
Belvita = 6pp

LUNCH
Bacon Rolls x 2 = 11pp
Curly Wurly = 3pp

DINNER
Enchiladas = 15pp
Twirl x2 = 6pp

SNACKS
NONE

TOTAL = 41/39pp

Weeklies Used: 2pp
Total Weeklies Used: 17/49pp

0AP Earned
Total AP: 0AP
AP used: 0AP

Xxx

 

[CarlyLanky140]

Week 17: Day 4 - Saturday 13th August 2011

BREAKFAST
Snack-a-Jacks = 3pp

LUNCH
(@ Exchange in Trafford Centre)
Burger and Chips = 36pp
Pudding (1/5 of sharer) = 12pp

DINNER
Nachos & Dips = 7pp
Homemade Pizza & Chips = 22pp
Chocolate etc = 10pp

SNACKS
Frappucino = 6pp
Cocktails = 50pp

TOTAL = 146/39pp

Weeklies Used: 32pp
Total Weeklies Used: 49/49pp

(-75pp)

0AP Earned
Total AP: 0AP
AP used: 0AP

Xxx

 

[CarlyLanky140]

Week 17: Day 5 - Sunday 14th August 2011

BREAKFAST
NONE

LUNCH
Cheese and Ham Toastie = 12pp
Cupcake = 10pp
Hot Chocolate = 10pp

DINNER
Sunday Roast = 11pp
2 x Wispa = 12pp

SNACKS
McDonalds Sundae = 10pp
Choc & Mini Flapjack = 14pp

TOTAL = 79/39pp

Weeklies Used: 0pp
Total Weeklies Used: 49/49pp

(-115pp)

0AP Earned
Total AP: 0AP
AP used: 0AP

Xxx

 

[CarlyLanky140]

Hey All

Well I realise how pathetic I sound!! Sorry for rambling... I kno it doesn't get me anywhere!!

So new plan! Enjoy curry tomorrow then as of Tues (am) 8 good days then Leeds festival for 5 days... Then 2 good days before last Aug WI! Aim is to stay at 2 stone or more lost - so don't want to gain more than 4.5lbs over next 3 weeks!! Then no excuses! Good every week till Christmas! Will just have to spread my points over any social events! Need to save pennies anyway!!!

I realise I push too hard/ aim too high!

So might aim for 16 stone by Christmas.... Then go from there... Will edit Christmas challenge target at end of Aug if that seems possible....

I really will do this!! I want it so badly! I will NOT give up! Xxxx

 

[Carriegirl21]

By heck you've got an amazing attitude huny
It's a great idea to give yourself a goal of not gaining more than 4.5lbs - it'll take a bit of stress off you so i hope you'll be able to enjoy all your hols to the max!

You sound so determined to get to goal & i have total faith that you will

CGx

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