Oh guys, I've been comfort eating so much
It's slowed down today, thank fully! And I really am planning on being back on track tomorrow. I've got a nice healthy tea planned - a Quorn cottage pie with a few roasties, veg, and gravy. And I've got a couple of small chocolatey things for later. But I really have to STOP comfort eating!
I Had a nice evening out for my friends 21st yday. We went for a meal at Pizza Express (3 courses and wine) and then a few of us went for a drink at a new-ish place on the outside of the town centre called Camp & Furnace. Really nice in there! I had one whisky and then a coffee. Hard core me
But I had a chocolate related, might as well call it a binge, when I got back. Had such an awful, anxiety filled night tho. Barely slept, kept jumping awake from nightmares, etc...
I made myself take the dogs out seen as it was sunny and relatively warm. Had a nice 35min walk with Dave, then took Ellie out for 30mins and we got caught in a hail storm! We were a bit soggy
I was feeling a bit lighter, but spoke to Mum and she was so upset and trying to tell me all the things she's had to do and arrange and everything. Feel so, so sad for her.
She said the plan for the funeral was all the grandkids to travel in my cousins mini-bus. I felt awful, but I had to tell her we probably wouldn't do that. Considering the whole family circumstance it's not something either me or my Sister would feel comfortable doing. I think we'll be travelling with my Sisters boyfriend, thank fully!
Oh and STILL no news on the car. I'm supposed to get a phone call tomorrow - I'll give them till lunch time (when I get up
) If it's not going to be ready I'm going to have to push for them to give me a courtesy car. Fecking eejits!
Anyway, I think that's enough of an update for now.
Hope everyone's ok? I'll be back with my proper food diary tomorrow. Lets get rid of whatever I've managed to put on with my ridiculous comfort eating. xx