Deathworm it's a veterinary care assistant course. I have to do it for work and it's being produced by the College of Animal Welfare.
I'm hoping this section will go better because it's science based, which I know, and I still have a lot of my biology and microbiology stuff from the OU. The course notes are shocking in this section though. Some stuff is as basic as early secondary school and then other random stuff is university level. It's very confusing and really crap
Tetris, it's rubbish. I haven't had agoraphobia symptoms for aaaaages. Like years! For a very long time I couldn't leave the house alone - a good part of not being able to work for so long. I still get panicky in busy places. And every single time I go somewhere like the town centre I get so tense my shoulders end up so tight and painful.
Sometimes it is just that I don't want to go out, like you when my depression's bad.
Oh yes, it's definitely the walking that's made my knees worse. Without a doubt. And I've been doing hilly walking too - hard to avoid round here! When I finished work on Tuesday my knees were so sore
I have to admit though that I have noticed a little bit of improvement since last year. When I was exercising a lot it was my hip that would hurt first after just a few minutes, but I really haven't noticed any hip pain. So that's good! But my knees :cry:
Ouch about your back!! Yeah I can't lie on the hard ground either lol. My Sister's just been to the doctors about her back because it's gotten so bad and she's been prescribed diazapam and tramadol (morphine)!! Bloody hell!
Oh I know and I will whinge and whinge and whinge about this course. I foresee it taking up a hell of a lot of my free time over the coming months. Official deadline is October, but I know have the permission of HR to push for extensions through medical reasons. I would LOVE to get it done on time, just so it's done and out of the way. But if I can't do it in that time, then at least I know I have a back-up option. I feel so lame not being able to do this properly or to my full ability as well. I should be rocking this because I've done courses of a much higher level. But, well, I'll do what I can.
I need to start the assignment today. It shouldn't be too bad, hopefully. Lunch first tho! x