Oh guys! Today was lovely but also an unmitigated disaster!
Lunch was really nice. I went with the halloumi sandwich, which was a bloody good choice
Got it on wholemeal bread (obv!) and it wasn't too big or thick, so probably good for a HexB. It did have a few seeds on the crust, but it was cut so thin I doubt it mattered. Nice big chunks of grilled halloumi (prob not quite 2 HexA's worth), red onion, some nice salad, and a small bit of potato salad. So not bad there!
No time for cake! We asked the waitress to come back, but she took that long we had to leave for the cinema. No one gets in the way of my films
Oh and I had a Green Bottle sparkling Elderflower to drink.
At the cinema I had a Coke Zero and a black coffee. So no syns.
The Worlds End was even better second time round! I think it surprised me so much first time all my concentration went on the "ZOMG" reaction lol. But this time I had time to look around and notice some more stuff and play 'spot the extra' even more
Pacific Rim is still astounding 3rd time round. I've enjoyed it more and more each time I've seen it. It's getting hard not to join in with the fight moves
But about halfway thru Pacific Rim I started to feel very ill. I was very 'dopey', heavy head, sudden 'smacks' of dizziness, nauseous, and my heart was absolutely pounding!! When it finished I ran to the loo and then walked as quickly as I could to the car (his car, not mine!) and I was almost lying down. Took my heart rate and instead of my normal 70-80 it was over 120! My breathing was a bit shallow and it took a lot to stop me from panicking. We got out of the cinema at 8:30 and we were still sat in the car park at midnight!
My heart did calm down a bit after a couple of hours, but I couldn't sit up properly. Felt like every so often someone was thumping me in the face or side of my head. My arms and hands were twitchy. And it still feels like I have something BIG in my throat - like loads of pressure!
Good on John he didn't rush me or just drive me home and leave me. We talked the whole time and opened up a fair bit too. It was nice actually, but God I feel awful for that happening. I've told him how bad I've been feeling, but he's not seen it. I look so ill today, esp now. Massive shadows under my eyes and really pale and just look horrible
I just dunno what to do about the health stuff. I doubt my GP can do much, I have all the tests lined up, and waiting for the endocrine referral. But I've gotten SO much more worse. Even since last week. I've had one day where I haven't felt a bit worse. Every other day I've felt myself going downhill.
I don't know what to do
I'm really hungry, even though I feel so nauseous, so made a Quorn ham, Laughing cow, and lingonberry toasty. More bread
But small 400g bread, so even if I syn that and the other synable bits today I reckon I'm under the 15? All my Hex's too. But yeah, not a bad day considering I thought there'd be at least cake and maybe a burger lol.
Just gonna finish my drink and head to bed. Feel so rough
No plans for tomorrow though so can just stay in bed. The only thing I actually have to do tomorrow is sort out the bunnies, esp coz I've not seen them today.
Anyway, sorry for the HUGE update. Just feel really crap
xx