Well i managed to ruin my own special day with stupidity and anxiety!!
Right, I offered to bring everyone burrito's in for tea and Rachelle wrote me an order, gave me money for her and John, and her barburrito loyalty card. Which I put in to an envelope to keep separate and safe. This is important, remember it for later....
I got to town a little later than I wanted, so stopped at Boots for a meal deal to take to the cinema for a picnic lunch. I even got it free coz I had enough Boots points
I got to the cinema and found out some of my Odeon points had been deleted because I hadn't been for a while and so didn't have enough to pay for my ticket. Nearly £13 for an IMAX film!! *****!! Anyway, I decided I was worth it and really really wanted to see him on the BIG screen so went for it. I also got a coffee from Costa and then some Ben and Jerry's
So the film was immense in IMAX! I agree with Barbette that the 3D brought sh*t all to the film - and at times it was quite blurry!! But to see him on that IMAX screen and hear him through the super speakers was worth it! There was a young lad, maybe about 6yrs, sitting in front of me clinging on to his seat for dear life because the vibration from the speakers was making him almost fall off LOL!!
I enjoyed my picnic and total indulgence.
After the cinema I headed to Halifax to drop off the money Mum has offered me towards the car deposit and a cheque I found from Christmas!!
Then I headed to Lush. Zomg what a treatment!! Hot chocolate scrub applied with massage on my chest, arms, legs, back, and shoulders. They do the front of you first and then you turn over. when I was lying on my back she put a heated eye mask on me and I was also lying on a memory foam mattress under a heated duvet!! The music was cheery, upbeat, and made me smile
When she'd done my front and took the eye mask off, the room was filled with bubbles floating round!!!
After the scrub had been applied and massaged in and left on for a bit with the heat helping it, it was removed with hot, moist towels. Again with this rolling massage technique. Once that was done I was given a slightly more enthusiastic massage, apparently done in a style from Hawaii, which uses the hands and forearms of the therapist. This was done with a warm, melted chocolate & rose oil. I had all of me massaged with this and it smelt and felt amazing!
It felt over way too soon, but I really enjoyed it. And the smell and feel of my skin was just gorgeous!! We had a chat after I'd gotten dressed and headed back to the kitchen and I was given a cocktail made with candyfloss!!
So I left Lush after buying a couple of bits with one of my gift cards and headed to the Burrito place. I even called Rachelle on the way to tell her how amazing it was and how chilled I felt. And then it went wrong.
I got to Barburrito and ordered 3 burrito's and a bowl - that much I remembered. But could I find the envelope? NO! So I started panicking and got really anxious and almost started crying - ffs!! The people serving me weren't helpful and quite snippy so I kinda just threw an order together and hoped for the best. Had to pay on my card because I didn't have enough cash for everyone's. Luckily I had a free burrito on my loyalty card, so that cut it down a bit. I emptied my bag and couldn't find the envelope
So I ran back to Odeon and then Lush to see if it had been handed in. It hadn't
I'd planned to go get coffee, sit and read for a bit, and hit a few shops. But I was so panicked by then I just wanted to go home. I was so anxious and in so much pain from being tense
I grabbed a coffee from Starbucks on the way to the car and just went home. Which was a mistake in itself as I hit rush hour spot on. Literally crawled home in first gear!!
I finally got home and found the f*cking envelope on the floor, under the radiator where I had packed my bag that morning.
SUCH a stupid bloody thing to do. And to let it ruin my day as well for the sake of £12 and maybe getting someone's order wrong - which I did. I got John's wrong but he didn't mind
I just can't believe I managed to ruin my own special, day off from reality with something so silly!
How can my treat day end up so disastrous?! And I felt like I completely wasted my spa experience and apart from the smooth skin I've gotten no benefit from it after being so tense and rushed right after.
So I'm feeling rather sorry for myself and really down
I DID have a good day, but I do feel it was wasted and pointless.
I think in a few weeks I'll ask my friend if she can get me a voucher for another treatment and try again lol. And maybe not offer to do anything for anyone other than myself that day
As selfish as that sounds!!
No news from Skoda! I've emailed the guy, but got no reply. I don't know what days he works though so might not have even been in today. Hopefully will hear something tomorrow, even if it is just an update on where it is. It *should* have gotten in to port last Friday!
I got letters from the tax credit people and mine have been upped a bit for the next year, so that's good. Also got a letter from Atos to say they have been handed my PIP claim and they'll be in touch as soon as they can. At least I know it's moving. Dreading the thought of a medical though. I went to one years ago and it was awful!
Food was totally off plan yesterday and I did completely overindulge. It's sort of rolled over in to today, but nowhere near as bad and I have slowed it down. Hoping I can make myself have a low syn day tomorrow
Went to see X Men Days of Future Past before and it was fantastic!! I'm loving the cast for these new films, they work so well together. Very, very good film and I even misted up a bit
Hope everyone is doing ok. Well done if you get through that mega post.xx