I had such a weird, horrible night!! There's been some weird stuff happening here lately. Whether you believe in the supernatural or not (I'm very skeptical but have to admit some stuff I do believe in)! But anyway, we've all be seeing and hearing stuff. And there are also smells too! Since the chinchilla's died we have all heard the cage making noise as the something is running around in it or using the wheel. Of course, nothing in there!! We can hear someone walking round upstairs when we're all downstairs or there's no one in. We've all had the smell of aftershave and smoke in various places in and around the house - even when John isn't here! The only person who would have aftershave on and be smoking. Although if he was in my room at 3am I'd be a bit p*ssed off. You can occasionally see one of the animals in the garden and I often see our old dog Jack walking past, sitting on the garage step, or next to the wall where my Dad sat. Some times I find Ellie standing in front of and looking at the spot my Dad smoked in the garden. They all did this not long after he died, which I thought was quite nice.
John is very very skeptical and often eye rolls at my Mum's story's of stuff. Yet he admitted to Rachelle recently that he is seeing stuff out the corner of his eye and smelling things.
Of course, none of this is scary as they're just animals or people we have known. And probably just visiting or passing through or, particularly with the animals, maybe it's a bit of an "echo" or a repeat of some part of that time. If that makes any sense?
Anyway, the point of this is that last night my anxiety was so bad I felt like I was terrified by something. I'd checked the chinchilla room because I'd heard the wheel going, of course, nothing in there
But by the time I'd finished reading I was so "scared" that I was jumping, my heart was racing, and I was even a little afraid of turning my light off. I had to take an extra half a sleeping tablet because I was so on edge. Still awake and scared at about 3am!!
So bizarre though because usually I can track my anxiety to a thought process or something that's happened. But this kinda came out of nowhere! Was really really bizarre!!
Rachelle had to let John take the car this morning too because he had slept terribly too. Hmmmm.....
Anyway, cheered myself up a little by making a fantastic omelette in my new purple frying pan
Was gorgeous!!
Today will be a stay at home day. I need to put some washing up to dry, wash the dishes, sort out the bunnies, going to make an attempt to de-poo a bit of the garden, get a shower, and then prep my work lunch for tomorrow. knackered already
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