hi guys, i have been doing lots of reading today and will follow doctors orders for now. so three meals a day and nothing in between, sticking to the meals i was having, so protein shake for breakie, soup for lunch and fish/veg in the evening. will stick to low carb. then on january 4th i'll join lighterlife again and blitz off the rest of what i need to lose, as the sooner that is done, the sooner i can focus on getting my hormones back in balance and my focus on my metabolism. it would seem i cant lose weight and have a regular hormonal system at the same time, and as the latter needs rectifying sooner rather than later, i need to get my head down and get the weight off. I think that seems fair enough. It would take about 12 weeks I think to get the rest off using total, which means hopefully after that I can focus on getting the meds in to get my system regulated again...i hope that makes sense. just feel like i dont want to be battling my body to be able to lose weight in a healthy manner, but it seems like its just not going to work! :S