I can totally understand the feeling of being overwhelmed. I couldn't sleep the night I first went to group and then was scared to eat the next day!! Once I relaxed though I just stuck to free foods like tinned spaghetti and baked beans until I fully started to understand and felt confident enough to start more interesting meals. Two tips I have are 1) think about the meals that you are used to making and see if any are SW friendly that you can eat until you understand the plan well and it is less daunting. 2) go through the list of free foods and either write out or highlight the ones that you really like and then you can focus on those as the basis of your meal plans. SW is I think the only diet that actually gets easier the longer you do it!! I think if you are used to just grabbing something on the go, the thought of having to plan and make something is quite scary but there are plenty of convenient low syn/free foods and there are even some 'on the go' foods that you can grab once you have learnt what they are and where to get them.