sapphirestara
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Also just remembered I weigh in the evenings. That could explain it.
Dairy of a yoyo!!
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mybodyisacage
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:grouphugg::grouphugg::grouphugg::grouphugg::grouphugg::grouphugg::grouphugg:
sapphirestara
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Another lb off! 17st12! X
thejoyofanonymity
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Hi Hun, hope your mood lifts soon and you start to feel brighter
Congrates another lb gone forever keep up the great work xx
sapphirestara
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MM you are very perceptive. Thank u xx
WillowFae
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sapphirestara
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oo I just updated my stats!
mybodyisacage
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yay!
sapphirestara
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So, I haven't updated for a while. I'm a bit of a mess.
I've become a hermit. A social recluse if you will. I genuinely have no friends outside a couple from work. I'm generally feeling unworthy fat frumpy lonely and miserable. I'm going stir crazy and whilst I am still loosing weight I'm hardly making excellent choices food wise.
How the hell do people make friends in a new area. I know what I enjoy doing but have no idea how to start..... Or even how to talk to people without coming on to strong!!
What an ffffing mess.
I've become a hermit. A social recluse if you will. I genuinely have no friends outside a couple from work. I'm generally feeling unworthy fat frumpy lonely and miserable. I'm going stir crazy and whilst I am still loosing weight I'm hardly making excellent choices food wise.
How the hell do people make friends in a new area. I know what I enjoy doing but have no idea how to start..... Or even how to talk to people without coming on to strong!!
What an ffffing mess.
sapphirestara
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So shopping today. I might have lost weight but apparently only size 22 will fit- the steroids have changed my shape a bit. Everywhere below my boobs is stuck right out and while my shape looking straight on is better- dipped in at the waist- from the side I look like a barrel and actually worse then the pics I posts on here on page one. I'm devastated.
My skinny jeans fall down, my knickers are falling down, my tops are riding up and won't go over my belly and I feel minging. Work trousers hang off me but the new replacement size is exactly the same and look like rent-a-tent.
Everything is crappy.
My skinny jeans fall down, my knickers are falling down, my tops are riding up and won't go over my belly and I feel minging. Work trousers hang off me but the new replacement size is exactly the same and look like rent-a-tent.
Everything is crappy.
mybodyisacage
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Im sorry your so miserable, really do feel your pain on having no friends and not knowing how to make new ones.
Dont know what being on steroids is like but I know the wreck havoc with bodies and fat stores and weight gain.
All I can do is send lots of virtual love and hugs your way. I really hope things get better xXXXXXXXX
are you off the steroids now?
Dont know what being on steroids is like but I know the wreck havoc with bodies and fat stores and weight gain.
All I can do is send lots of virtual love and hugs your way. I really hope things get better xXXXXXXXX
are you off the steroids now?
sapphirestara
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Don't say sorry chick! Not ur fault! Only got myself to blame.
Yeah off them now and actually feeling physically better but it was enough- the spare tyre round my middle is now massive! It was going down! So annoyed!!!!!! Xxx
Aww hun :bighug:
Sorry your still feeling pants I wish i had some wise words of wisdom for you but alas im actually pants on the whole how to make friends front myself I do know that turning into a recluse isnt going to help much though but it's easier said then done isn't it. Is there any clubs or groups in your area at all? maybe have a looksy see if there is any that you feel you might enjoy
As for the results of being on steroids give it a week or so to get out of your system and hopefully you will see a change in your body again, I feel your pain on this front steroids were the starting of my weight gain years ago I spent 3 yrs on them and by the time i was well enough to get off them the damage had been well and truly done.
As for the shopping what a nightmare!!
Come on hun things might be making you feel bad a t the mo but you have done so well and should remember just how far you have come and are still going, the bloated belly will soon be a thing of the past dont let it win with your feelings that bad boy is going to get shifted weather it wants to or not! You are a Strong, Beautiful Woman who is going to acheive that elusive size 20 in no time!! Chin up hun sending you love hugs and positivatie (spelt that wrong i think lol) Hope you feel better soon xx
Sorry your still feeling pants I wish i had some wise words of wisdom for you but alas im actually pants on the whole how to make friends front myself
I do know that turning into a recluse isnt going to help much though but it's easier said then done isn't it. Is there any clubs or groups in your area at all? maybe have a looksy see if there is any that you feel you might enjoy As for the results of being on steroids give it a week or so to get out of your system and hopefully you will see a change in your body again, I feel your pain on this front steroids were the starting of my weight gain years ago I spent 3 yrs on them and by the time i was well enough to get off them the damage had been well and truly done.
As for the shopping what a nightmare!!
Come on hun things might be making you feel bad a t the mo but you have done so well and should remember just how far you have come and are still going, the bloated belly will soon be a thing of the past dont let it win with your feelings that bad boy is going to get shifted weather it wants to or not! You are a Strong, Beautiful Woman who is going to acheive that elusive size 20 in no time!! Chin up hun sending you love hugs and positivatie (spelt that wrong i think lol) Hope you feel better soon xx
azwethinkweiz
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Poor love, I know what you mean on the friends situation - I barely have any friends. My sister is my best friend. I tend to avoid social situations unfortunately... I'm not into boozing and clubbing like everyone around me seems to be.
My meds have a weight gain side effect and it's getting me down. I just need to try harder but feel like giving up now because the weight piles on so easily!
I hope you feel better soon and just wanted you to know you aren't alone in your thoughts/feelings. Hopefully things look brighter for you really soon xx
My meds have a weight gain side effect and it's getting me down. I just need to try harder but feel like giving up now because the weight piles on so easily!
I hope you feel better soon and just wanted you to know you aren't alone in your thoughts/feelings. Hopefully things look brighter for you really soon xx
im the same with making new friends i barely talk to anyone at work but its hard to as we work in a call centre and its busy
my 3 bestfriends ive had since the beginning of highschool so its like 10 years
i do get some social anxiety in new situations but i do talk to anyone once im there and comfortable and with people i know already im miss confident lol
my 3 bestfriends ive had since the beginning of highschool so its like 10 years
i do get some social anxiety in new situations but i do talk to anyone once im there and comfortable and with people i know already im miss confident lol
sapphirestara
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Thank you lovelies. I am ok I promise. Just sad!
1lb off this week. It was more during the week! Annoyance! But still! X
1lb off this week. It was more during the week! Annoyance! But still! X
sapphirestara
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So maybe I am not drinking enough water.....!
mybodyisacage
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Would you like still or sparkling madame?
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