Thank you
Tilly, the difference is I'm used to it. It's a lot harder to cope with when you're not. I do feel for you- losing the use of my arms is the most frustrating part of my illness, and I normally get at least limited movement back after a few hours.
I was bad those couple of days, but maybe not as bad as I thought. Yes I went wildly over syns, but I also wasn't stuffing my face just for the sake of it- I stopped when I felt better. It's just that on days when I'm in massive amounts of pain and can't concentrate on anything, chocolate is the only thing that makes me feel a bit better.
I am wondering- does spasming, shivering and shaking count as body magic? My muscles are in constant motion, and with the amount of shaking and spasming I've been doing the last week, that might explain the weight loss
Went to the doctor this morning. I am finally coming off the last of my mental health meds
As soon as I'm off the quetiapine I can start taking tramadol as a painkiller (it can cause seizures if you're taking both) and if it's not enough I'll probably be going on amitriptyline as well (on a painkilling dose, rather than an antidepressant dose). My mood has been pretty stable the last 18 months and I've not had any other psychiatric symptoms other than anxiety, so I'm ready to come off them, just a bit nervous. It's also going to be weird sleeping naturally again
I love my GP though- he acknowledges what I'm saying, and treats me like an equal. Johan had an appointment straight after, and he's back on meds for anxiety, and has also been given some diazepam to help him get his flu jab, as he's severely needle phobic. My GP also wants me to get the flu jab this year, because of how ill I am. GP is also speaking to my social worker and writing to the council to support my application to move house, though I don't want to move doctors
I am so lucky to have such a supportive GP who not only understands M.E. but is happy to help me with anything to try and deal with it.
Food so far today has been picky, but with the nausea that's probably the best thing (though I do have more anti sickness tablets, which I'm taking). Had the new Hifi bars at the meeting today, some frozen grapes, and a couple of slices of chicken and a slice of ham. Not sure what else I'll be having yet. I just hope I don't have to change my clothes again, as I soaked the first lot with sweat.