Day 1 tomorrow

[TINKERBELLA]

Hello all,

I have had a really bad day I just don't know why I can't stick to any of the higher plans??? I'm so not on track at the moment // I desperately want to do SS+ again as I'm such an 'all or nothing girl" I'm tempted just to start SS+ tomorrow and hope im ok with my meds?? But then I'm stuck because I haven't got enough products as I didn't see my cdc this week!!

I feel as though I'm ruining all my hard work but why do I only feel like this after the damage is done???
I'm now too scared to get on the scales as what I've eaten today is shocking!!

Sorry to come on and post negatively I just feel so out of place at the moment?? I kinda feel like I don't belong here either as all of you are doing so well!! xx

 

[LizzRob]

Hello all, I have had a really bad day I just don't know why I can't stick to any of the higher plans??? I'm so not on track at the moment // I desperately want to do SS+ again as I'm such an 'all or nothing girl" I'm tempted just to start SS+ tomorrow and hope im ok with my meds?? But then I'm stuck because I haven't got enough products as I didn't see my cdc this week!! I feel as though I'm ruining all my hard work but why do I only feel like this after the damage is done??? I'm now too scared to get on the scales as what I've eaten today is shocking!! Sorry to come on and post negatively I just feel so out of place at the moment?? I kinda feel like I don't belong here either as all of you are doing so well!! xx

Do it! Do SS+ and see how it feels. Nothing wrong with testing the water and phone your CDC and ask her to come round and weigh you. You're not undoing all your hard work, it's just an obstacle on the journey you're having to over come.
Don't be scared of the scales, they just tell you what you already know. Accept the gain, and move on. You're staying here whether you like it or not hun! Xxx

Current loss: 25lbs and 18.5inches

 

[Autumn76]

Some room pics Lizz xx

 

[Autumn76]

Main hotel one of pools last night where we ate dinner xx

 

[TINKERBELLA]

Do it! Do SS+ and see how it feels. Nothing wrong with testing the water and phone your CDC and ask her to come round and weigh you. You're not undoing all your hard work, it's just an obstacle on the journey you're having to over come.
Don't be scared of the scales, they just tell you what you already know. Accept the gain, and move on. You're staying here whether you like it or not hun! Xxx

Current loss: 25lbs and 18.5inches

Thanks Lizz you are so right!!! It's so good to feel supported at time like this!!
I'm waiting for my cdc to call me back so I can check that she can come n bring some more products in the week as don't want to be left short - as long as she can I'm starting ss+ n I can't wait!!!

What was the film like Lizz, considering taking my daughter today? You daughter is 8 aswell isn't she?

How are you feeling today?? x

 

[Autumn76]

I've private messaged u Tink spoke to joe earlier jays brother the gp.
Think Lizz is off on her recluse trip for the weekend. I keep imagining her in a log cabin in a Canadian woods surrounded by bears now lol. Xx

 

[TINKERBELLA]

Thanks Autumn!! That's exactly what I needed to hear!! Hopefully my cdc will call soon!!!

Lol that's sounds ideal (without the bears)!! xx

 

[Autumn76]

Haha I reckon Lizz would kick any bears arse anyway so I know she is safe. She could smack em round the face with her mint bar. I'm rather liking the mint bar I wouldn't replace my Lemon bar with it but as I'm having 2 bars a day I find it's a nice addition to my cd portfolio seeing as I live off mint choc shakes and lemon bars usually lol.
I feel this is all going rather too well and just hope there's a chicken or white fish option on buffet tonight. Was all very posh just not cd friendly apart from the chicken. Only fish was salmon lasagne or anchovies cooked in something or other yuck!!!
Off to catch a few more sun rays now so check in again later xx

 

[Tiggemma]

Italian weddings involve a lot of food! The menu looked like 3 courses but in reality it was more like 10. I avoided most of the rubbish food but there was so much of it and so much was wasted I felt bad. Still I drank a bit of red wine and had a good time. Now to enjoy the rest of the holiday without putting any weight on hopefully!

 

[Ian1975]

Hello all,

I have had a really bad day I just don't know why I can't stick to any of the higher plans??? I'm so not on track at the moment // I desperately want to do SS+ again as I'm such an 'all or nothing girl" I'm tempted just to start SS+ tomorrow and hope im ok with my meds?? But then I'm stuck because I haven't got enough products as I didn't see my cdc this week!!

I feel as though I'm ruining all my hard work but why do I only feel like this after the damage is done???
I'm now too scared to get on the scales as what I've eaten today is shocking!!

Sorry to come on and post negatively I just feel so out of place at the moment?? I kinda feel like I don't belong here either as all of you are doing so well!! xx

Tink,

You belong here for sure - we're all in this together, each other rooting everyone on.

You've done superbly well - you're having a small blip; but you'll get right back on it and you'll be great. One thing you're not doing is ruining all the hard work - "it's a journey"....the statement sounds a bit twee, but it's the truth.

You're going to have ups and downs. That's why we're all here to help each other.

My advice - take a breath and draw a line, don't worry about yesterday as it's gone, get onto SS+ if that's what you want to do.

 

[LizzRob]

Some room pics Lizz xx

Wow that looks amazing!!!!!! Oh so jealous xx

Current loss: 25lbs and 18.5inches

 

[Ian1975]

Italian weddings involve a lot of food! The menu looked like 3 courses but in reality it was more like 10. I avoided most of the rubbish food but there was so much of it and so much was wasted I felt bad. Still I drank a bit of red wine and had a good time. Now to enjoy the rest of the holiday without putting any weight on hopefully!

Tigg, remember it's for enjoying and living....if you put 3 or 4lbs on, they'll be off in no time when back.

ENjoy it

 

[LizzRob]

Thanks Lizz you are so right!!! It's so good to feel supported at time like this!! I'm waiting for my cdc to call me back so I can check that she can come n bring some more products in the week as don't want to be left short - as long as she can I'm starting ss+ n I can't wait!!! What was the film like Lizz, considering taking my daughter today? You daughter is 8 aswell isn't she? How are you feeling today?? x

Always here to support sugar you've had a rough time and it's time to draw a line under it and get back on plan has she called you back?

Oh the film was amazing!!! I cannot stand Jolie but she's awesome! I would definitely recommend it yeah my daughter is 8 too!

I'm feeling ace today. I had a real food evening while in the cinema but I resisted and I'm feeling stronger than ever today! Xx

Current loss: 25lbs and 18.5inches

 

[LizzRob]

Haha I reckon Lizz would kick any bears arse anyway so I know she is safe. She could smack em round the face with her mint bar. I'm rather liking the mint bar I wouldn't replace my Lemon bar with it but as I'm having 2 bars a day I find it's a nice addition to my cd portfolio seeing as I live off mint choc shakes and lemon bars usually lol. I feel this is all going rather too well and just hope there's a chicken or white fish option on buffet tonight. Was all very posh just not cd friendly apart from the chicken. Only fish was salmon lasagne or anchovies cooked in something or other yuck!!! Off to catch a few more sun rays now so check in again later xx

Haha it's next weekend and it's on the seaside so only sharks to fight!! Lol

I love the mint bar! AERO ANYONE? Lol

Glad you're loving the rays xx

Current loss: 25lbs and 18.5inches

 

[LizzRob]

Italian weddings involve a lot of food! The menu looked like 3 courses but in reality it was more like 10. I avoided most of the rubbish food but there was so much of it and so much was wasted I felt bad. Still I drank a bit of red wine and had a good time. Now to enjoy the rest of the holiday without putting any weight on hopefully!

Was it worth it hun? Did you all have a fabulous time? X

Current loss: 25lbs and 18.5inches

 

[Ian1975]

I'm feeling ace today. I had a real food evening while in the cinema but I resisted and I'm feeling stronger than ever today! Xx

Current loss: 25lbs and 18.5inches

Superb

We should have a pact....when we all hit target, we go to the USA for a Diners, Drive Ins and Dives tour

 

[LizzRob]

Well my news today is that not only can I make jelly





Proof it worked

But I'm now officially into a size 12!!!!!! My wardrobe no longer has anything size 14 in it

Current loss: 25lbs and 18.5inches

 

[Ian1975]

But I'm now officially into a size 12!!!!!! My wardrobe no longer has anything size 14 in it

Bloody brilliant news - shopping time

 

[LizzRob]

Bloody brilliant news - shopping time

Just replaced the basics. I'm now now shopping until goal! Eeeeeek

Current loss: 25lbs and 18.5inches

 

[TINKERBELLA]

Tink,

You belong here for sure - we're all in this together, each other rooting everyone on.

You've done superbly well - you're having a small blip; but you'll get right back on it and you'll be great. One thing you're not doing is ruining all the hard work - "it's a journey"....the statement sounds a bit twee, but it's the truth.

You're going to have ups and downs. That's why we're all here to help each other.

My advice - take a breath and draw a line, don't worry about yesterday as it's gone, get onto SS+ if that's what you want to do.

Thanks Ian for your kind words -- it's just been hard as I had every intention on being on track after my holiday in Germany and surprised myself!!, but then everything went wrong as I was bitten by a snake and have been quite unwell since and on strong antibiotics!!

The hospital dr advised not to do the diet whilst on them however Autumn has double checked for me and advised that I should be ok now!!

The hardest thing is wanting to do it but not being able too, and of course feeling emotional which for me then leads to eating pretty much everything and anything!!!

Feeling more focused haven't heard back from my cdc -- which is frustrating but I will be starting tomorrow regardless I have done step 2 day and feeling 100% more positive!!

Tink xx