Good luck for WI lovely.
So you're not actually eating anything in the day? I'm not sure i'd be able to manage that! I eat food in the day - soup, porridge, fruit + shakes/bars, then have a pig out evening when I don't stay on plan. I think this is the problem. I am starting to resent the calories from CWP as I could use them for better things, if that makes sense?
I know what you mean about being scared with starting eating during the day...why not start by having soft things/wet things like homemade soup for lunch and a milkshake or something for breakfast? I'm sure using skimmed milk and berries to make a "shake" would be similar in terms of filling you up, but lower cal and easing you into it? I've been trying to stick to green soups at the moment - my most successful are broccoli, or courgette and mint. Broccoli is literally onion - sweated, broccoli and a low salt stock cube - works out about 70 cals per portion. The courgette is much the same, but with added mint leaves to give it some flavour. I always blitz until smooth, as I prefer it this way...you could then start adding in extra things as and when you feel like it.
Your fitness DVDs and routine sounds intense! I feel like i'm doing a lot but i'm out for about 1/2hr running/walking - on average burning about 350 cals. Need to take a leaf out of your book and either go back to the gym/add in a fitness DVD.
I'm sure tonight will go well - if you're not at target tonight, you'll be pretty damn close!
xx