I have to admit, I'm not doing this diet because I really wanted to get thin. Obviously, I get upset about being fat, and did want to change that, but I also didn't want to spend my whole life worrying about every mouthful or duvet day. And my weight hasn't stopped me doing much apart from running marathons! But my husband gets very argumentative when he is drunk and as part of that he has cut down his drinking a lot which is great and has been very difficult for him, but when we do argue, it is always 'I managed to cut down, why can't you, you obviously don't try hard enough, I'm fed up with all the whining...'. I know he is worried about my health most of all, but the arguments were starting to tear us apart, coz I was trying hard for him, but you know, one cake can't hurt the diet, and then suddenly there's five in your mouth. So I agreed to do this, and you know what I am glad I'm doing it, and I am so looking forward to the results, but I'm also still quite resentful of what got me here in the first place.
If only marriage was easy... And I haven't even got kids yet..
starting weight: 15st 1.5lbs
goal weight:10st 7lbs
