1st of Jan! Start of slimming world or not?.....to cut it short - no. TOMORROW is start

Very excited to have fruit and veg back in my system and not been able to do dot to dot on my face. yak.
After my chocolate gorge at my mam and dads yesterday, i just drove around, thinking, for about 4 hours! (don't know who i think i am been able to afford that, not in these cash stricken times!) I was just one, very big, hormone yesterday, and i'm not even due on! Just relfecting on the year and what not. Anywhoo, that stopped me from getting my chubby little fingers onto any food!
When i eventually got back to the flat, my boyfriend suggested Chinease ( no garlic involved so no danger of sweating) and i of course said yes! we orderd half the menu, chips, mushrooms and gravy, house special egg foo young with chips for me, for my boyfriend some chickeny thing, curry and boiled rice and chow mein. we also had some chicken balls to share and i demolished a full bag of prawn crackers after ( they were free, always are after such a huge order, yes). I was then comatosed on the settee, skin streched to the max sipping on my water, when i seen on the tv someone drinking cocktails. it made me want a cocktail. my very own home made cocktails. i sent my boyfriend out to get the ingrediants, vodka, blue wkd, lemonade ( diet of course) and then fresh orange. put it all into a bowl or jug and voila!! a lethal cocktail! I always make this at my ann summers partys, get people trollied and then they spend more

brilliant idea! So I had all the intentions of getting wrecked with the boyfriend, but that didnt happen! I had three pints of it and fell asleep at about 2, couldnt get drunk due to maaahhhhosive chinese!
woke up this morning, then fell back asleep, got a call off my dad, hes made a dinner ( very synaliscious!) and ive just ate all of it.... followed by a full box of yummy maltesers. for tea itll be a picky tea at my boyfriends mam and dad ( no fruit or veg involved). but inbetween that ill be on the settee eating crisps.
Soooooooooooooooooo, fresh start tomorrow, all of it is out of my system now,.this gives me 5 wonderful days to at least lose a pound as weigh day is monday, SO lets get this happening! very excited to start again, hate weighing more than a baby elephant!
Hope you all had a wonderful new year, and if youse are starting plan today, good luck, you have amazing will power!!!
Betty x