Good afternoon ... This is me drawing a line under my last post and resurrecting not only my diary but also my enthusiasm!
So having been laid up with flu for the past few days I've had some time to think about things. Somehow or other I ended up here last night, reading through old diaries...some VERY old
...and then some new ones too. What fantastic memories I have on here. Some are sad, like the passing of my lovely Dad, but the love and support of the caring, mad, funny and usually very naughty folks on here got me through it and kept me sane!
Anyway, fast forward to today and here I am, needing to lose some excess baggage again
In fairness I kept most of it off for a few years but as is often the case, it's crept back on again.
I've been half heartedly following slimming world and going to group on the four out of eight weeks that my shifts allow. However all I've really been doing is losing a stone during the weeks I can go...and then gaining it back again on the weeks that I can't!
My best friend Suzanne has tried her best to keep me motivated but it's just not happening. I even tried going to different groups on different days when I was off but that didn't work for me either. So I took the easy route and gave up!
However I'm very unhappy and uncomfortable at my current weight. My knees hurt, my hips hurt, and back pain prevents me from sleeping more than an hour at a time. And this all impacts on my job as an ambulance care assistant as I need to carry patients up and down stairs etc, and the shifts are 12 hours long...which is all tiring enough without being overweight!
So I have quite a few good reasons for knuckling down and shifting a few pounds (for 'pounds' read 'stones') but I actually have two AMAZING reasons ...
Last year my daughter Vicki got married, followed 4 months later by my youngest son Daniel...and now Vicki is expecting my first grandchild next month...and Dan and his wife Katie are expecting my second in June! That's two grandsons due this year!!!
I do NOT want to be the fat Nan who can't get on the floor to play, or kick a football in the garden! I want to be the super cool Nan!
The energetic Nan!
The Nan they want to spend their school holidays with!
So today I joined slimming world online for the first time ever. And I intend to be on here as much as work will allow. I know I can record my food on th SW app but I did find it useful to post it here before so I may well do that again. I'm a bit rusty, and I must admit I'm very likely to throw a few old 'red' days in as carbs really slow my losses down, but I think the majority will be EE.
If you're passing through, please say hi! I'm always fascinated by other people's experiences!!!
Have a great evening & thanks for reading!
Edited to add my food
EE day
B) pear
L) 3 x crustless toast B
Marmite
1/2 Tin beans
Grated 1/2 fat cheese 4
D) skinless chicken breast wrapped in bacon with
a L cow triangle 1
Salad
Beetroot
New pots
Salad cream 2
Milk for coffee/tea A
Total syns 7