Hi, I'm Lucy and would like to join in
I'm starting SW at home tomorrow as I live in France, I have the books and will be starting off on EE. This will be my 2nd/3rd attempt at starting and fingers crossed it will be my last! My weight has slowly been creeping up over the years. It makes me cringe to think back to when I used to moan about being fat in my teens. Oh if only I knew! My main problem is that I only make half-hearted attempts. I've never truly thrown myself at this new lifestyle approach. But yesterday I had two sort of wake up calls, I looked back at some photos from earlier in the year, and generally they're just bad angles and such, but oh my word I look huge! I need to get them printed and stuck on my mirror to remind myself everyday of what I look like. I also went on a night out with a group of girls I met for the first time and they were all slim and tall. I enjoyed myself and they were nice girls but I just couldn't help but feel like the short, dumpy frump compared to them! I'm fed up of my lumpy-ness, I just feel so uncomfortable in my body. I spent all summer trying to dress around one specific item of clothing: my cycling shorts to prevent my thighs rubbing together. Ah it made me so miserable!
So here I am, rant and whine over, ready to start tomorrow with all guns blazing! I wish you all the best with your journey's and hopefully we can support each other (because I know I'll need it!)