I have to be honest.. I was planning a massive binge tomorrow
don't know why I wanted to do it. I normally get a tesco shop full of junk and sit and eat it! I always feel guilty and horrific after but I haven't had one since I started slimming world two weeks ago. I have a self sabotage button but my husband has saved me, he's not feeling well and is staying home tomorrow. Inside I was a bit gutted but thankful as well. It's such a strange feeling!! I always try to ruin it for myself but this time he saved me, he doesn't know it and never will but he has! I'm over it now, treated myself to some pampering products with the money I would've spent on rubbish food. So planning a pamper day instead and looking at all my smaller clothes
my binges have set me back for way too long, I wanted to be a lot lighter than I am right now for my holiday in a month, now I'm the same weight and binging has ruined my life. They are gone now! So long binges! I don't need you in my life anymore!