Week 2 days 4, 5, & 6
This week is flying past!! Havent had a proper chance to sit down and write in my diary feels like when I get in from work a couple of hours fly past with homework, tidying, washing and making dinner!! Have had a few moments where I have felt hungry and though oh Id love to sit and have something... ANYTHING to eat but I know I just have to wait until the evening to get my bar and hot chocolate.
I still havent had a slip and still no intention of doing so. I have struggled with the water this week as at work I cant really drink it apart from my break and lunch. Trying to make up for it in the evenings though.
Anway the most important thing that has happened in the last couple of days is that I went to a gym class!! Whoop whoop. I was so nervous before I went. I always find them to be cliche, infact this is one trigger for me to lose weight. I know a lot of people who go the gym classes, although I havent really seen much of them lately. So at Christmas I was out with some friends for a birthday and the gym class girls were out on their christmas night out. I hated every moment. I felt HUGE, embarresed and just wanted to hide. Dont get me wrong, they are all lovely and so much fun but I feel lazy and embarresed speaking to them. I made it my mission that next year Ill be with them partying and feeling happy.
Totally side tracked there but one of the girls was txting me saying I should come back to the class, so I went for it. It was really good fun, everyone was lovely and it was so nice to get off the couch. I was a bit sore today but am going to go again tomorrow. So feeling super proud of myself!!