Ok guys ...i am cringing.
After such a good weight loss I have had a terrible week.....
Basically I have found all the packs apart from the bars unbearable so all week i think i have missed about 8 meals all together.
Then I went to stay with my closest friend who lives quite far away while leaving the kids with my hub. We went out and i drank
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2x amaretto shots, 2 x vodka red bull. I felt bad but managed to resist any burger/kebab on way home from night out.
THEN on my way back home the next day through London I had only had a shake for breakfast and it was about 6pm by this time and I had popped into Westminster Cathedal for mass and I couldn't concentrate I felt like I was going to faint because I had only has one shake and one bar the day before. So as soon as I could I went to the nearest place which happened to be a frigging Maccy D's and bought not one but three (THREE????) burgers and ate them !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! What the heck is wrong with me?? Part of me feels that it is because I have been avoiding and not spacing my packs, I got to the point of fainting and reached for the nearest thing. The other part of me is like why the heck do you need THREE burgers :| i vommed after a little bit and it hurt my throat so much to chew and swallow for some reason.
The affair took place on Sunday so Yesterday and today I have had nothing apart from water and a couple of foodpacks....trying to get back into ketosis. I am terrified about tonight, because if I have put on and am not in ketosis I know i will stop at chippy on way home and have the attitude 'oh well i will start again tomorrow..'
Help guys!
In despair
x
P.S also stopped breastfeeding fully this week and had my first period since having my baby so am feeling awful and know this will probs just as to my tio of quarter pounders !
Anyway please help me guys.....I have my second weigh in tonight I am dreading not being in ketosis and having put on weight.