i lost 2 stone with ww before coming to sw...but as my points went down, my hunger increased cos i was literally using 1 or 2 points by lunch time just to be able to have my wee goodies at night.
i've spent some time trying to work out what some of my sw stuff would be points wise and some was ok...others seemed high and it's put me off again.
yes, it's great that i can have chocolate and crisps for a few points...but i know, deep down, that sw makes me eat healthier foods.
i don't have massive portions, or eat stuff just for the sake of it, and i know, at times, i am aware of how many calories we can eat...but overall, i think sw keeps me on the right track for healthy insides too!
i mean, i love my carrot cake oats...and i'm sure if i switched back to ww, i'd still have it at first...but i'm wary that i would end up thinking ach, i can have a packet of popcorn and a yog for less points...and they don't have the same goodness!
i'm just back from tesco....i've had a 4lb gain and it's 100% deserved from the weekend! white roll, scones, chocolate, chippy....that's the reason....but i really am just p!ssing about on this at times i think. i am great through the week but i need to try and work a bit harder on the weekends cos i just un do all the work...and i know that some of that weight might be bloat from the grease last night but that was the result...and i'm taking it on the chin!
i had a look as i was going round at stuff i could have on ww - cos i was still undecided what to do from today. i had considered doing it from now until i'm back my holiday then either sticking to it or rejoining a sw class once i'm back....but all it made me think was that i, personally, think i'd end up having foods which were low in points...but not ideal for filling me for long and when i'm hungry...and feeling like i "can't" have anything more to eat...that's when i resent everything!
so i'm back home now, carrot oats are cooked and i'm gonna get some stuff prepared for work this week.
i know at times it annoys me how much work it is to be on plan...when i'm so busy and have no time but have to spend an hr in the kitchen just to make sure i'm on plan...but i'm not someone who can eat what they want without gaining (as i saw this morning! lol) so i need to just man up, quit mucking about and just do it!
and it's confirmed what i always thought about ww...it doesn't necessarily encourage you to cut out rubbish...it kinda says yeah, you can still have it...just have this ww cake instead of that one from gregs!
of course i want to eat cakes and not feel guilty...but having 5 donuts and being within points might be ok in the eyes of ww...but over all, and as a change of lifestyle...it's not ideal really!
low point goodies are great for someone like me who wants to eat rubbish all the time...but it's not realistic and yes, i want to eat junk every weekend so my weekly pro points would help with that....but at the end of the day, i need to address the weekend part of it for me instead of looking for a quick fix which will let me eat sh1t with less guilt!
does that make sense?
after all that yapping....the bottom line is...i ate sh1t over the weekend, have had a gain, but nothing has changed....i'm sticking with sw (until the next time i decided to reconsider lol)
i'm going to stick with the foods which are better for me, more filling (and yes, more time to prepare!) and i'm going to really try to stop expecting to be 8 stone by next monday! pmsl x