Can't believe it's been over a year since I posted in here, full of motivation, again short lived. FFS I have to do this!! 19st 12lb now.
I mean, come on, that is absolutely ludicrous. I have gained more than 10st!! Oh wow. That's bonkers.
After Exante in 2013 I was around 9st. Heaviest EVER being 14st 12lb back then.
I tried to restart 1st Jan and did well until 9pm. I'm just finding it so hard, I can't believe it's been 4 years since the start of my Exante journey.
3 years since the weight started to pile back on, from Jan 2014. By Summer 2015 I was 19st 3lb so it didn't take me that long for the 10st to go on, which is worrying really. I have never seen a doctor about any of it. But I am playing with fire I guess, and am dangerously unhealthy. Painful joints, breathlessness and snoring are just a few things I consider 'normal' now. I am always red in the face and neck after a short walk. Bending or getting on the floor to pick up toys is now a task, and getting back up accompanied with huffs and puffs. Don't get me wrong I don't let it stop me! I still do almost everything I always have one, but it's a lot tougher.
I wear size 24 clothes, and all previous 'fat' photos at nearly 15st, look tiny now and a dream lol. I'm unsure if I will be using this diary much or not but I wanted to put this in here to update myself I guess. With huge hopes of me reading this back when i've rescued myself some day, smiling with relief that this weight is well and truly gone!
I have had a peek into diaries to see how everyone has been doing, and i'm amazed how brilliant everyone is. Such consistency. Still here, never giving up. Somehting I am awful at, and proven what it does to you to stray off all the time. I delete my diaries and disappear. Then return too late, more weight added. Some bad habbits and deep issues I need to defeat if this is ever going to work for me long term!
See what this year brings! Happy New Year 2017 all