God this is so hard innit. Friday night and nothing to look forward to. This is where I get down in the dumps. Wish I could go to sleep for 6 months and wake up slim, it's so BORING being on a diet. 6 bloody months it's gonna tAke me to get to my weight I wanna be. May aswell become a nun ! Sorry for the rant but feel so down. Ate 3 slices of luncheon meat and ran upstIrs before I do more damage. Arrrghhh I want a vodka!!!!!