You know me so well. I AM afraid I'll never be happy no matter what weight I am. I remember being unhappy with my weight 5 years ago but when I look at the pics now, I think "what was I thinking, I look ok?!" But I think if I even got back to that... That's not what I'd see in the mirror ya know? My mum keeps saying I 'look thin' and I'm 'not fat' but I roll my eyes because I think I still look fat?! I dunno if I'll ever think that I don't look fat?
Its like I'm hoping I'll snap outta of it. My OH was like "how much more do you want to lose?" And I said "about 6lb anyway but I dunno if that's gonna be enough" and he said "what do you want then?" And I said "I just want to be happy". That made him kinda sad for me.
Scary to think I might never be though
eeep...
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