Rosie, we all go off track sweetie, and the best thing that you are doing is to get back on the wagon again, which you have done
. Could you not drop your son off at playgroup, then do the shopping with your Dad? Will give you some time to be with your Dad on your own then, while doing the shopping, hands free so to speak. I can imagine how you must feel about your new job, but Rosie.. you got the job as you were the best they interviewed, so..organise what you're gonna wear,what food to take and think of it as something you really have achieved and how good you are to have got it too.