Thanks guys! I'm nervousss, how come I STILL get like that before weigh in?! Bit nuts really, I've been doing this long enough now
So long as I get 1/2lb I'll be happy as I'll get my stone award since joining group 3 weeks ago. Would bloody love more but to be honest I have no clue if it'll happen. I've never ever had losses like this, usually I'm a steady plodder so I've no idea where these big numbers have been coming from lately! I know it has to stop sooner or later that's for sure.
Got home from work today via getting my fringe trimmed and my salad that I've got for lunch is brown, despite having today's date on it - grr! Really don't want to have anything heavy before WI and I feel too lazy to go back out to the shops. Think I'll just have a yoghurt and some fruit salad, then a big tea tonight. Need to keep it fairly healthy though as tomorrow will be BAD - I'm going out for an all you can eat buffet in the evening (complete with choccy fountain) and picnic lunch with a cheeky cupcake!
I can keep the picnic bang on plan, but apart from that will be pretty bad. Ah well, YOLO as they say! I'm just glad when I get back from Ireland that I've a week to lose any gains, I want my 8 stone sticker in September!
Earlier I remembered a conversation I had with Chris when I was in the 20's about target weight. I said to him 'I might even be happy with myself once I get into the 16's', now I'm nearly there I couldn't imagine calling target just yet. I'm nowhere near where I want to be. Its not that I don't like my new figure. If anything over this last week I've actually started feeling more like a 'normal' person for the first time rather than a fat person. I know I'm still classed as obese, but today I wore a size 14 jumper and 16 skirt and I just felt really happy and confident, not my old self conscious self at all. Its so nice to catch a glimpse of yourself in the bathroom mirror and think 'WOW, I'm actually doing this!' rather than trying to avoid my own reflection altogether when I was nearly 25 stone. At the same time though I know I've still got a long way to go (especially with my legs and bum) before I'm ready to call target. I've come so far now that I'm not settling for anything less than the best I can be.
Food today is looking a bit like this:
Week 3, Day 7 - EE
breakfast - chewy D (hexb)
Snack - banana
Lunch - Muller and fruit salad
Tea - Hunters chicken with cheese (hexa) and BBQ sauce (3 syns) with sweet potato chips and salad
Snack - Jelly (1/2 syn), curlywurly ( 6 syns)
Total - 9.5 syns
Weekly syns - 85.5/105
Charley - You really need to watch Geordie Shore, you'll be shocked and appalled half the time, they really are mental! We were all being perves with the tail under towel shot we kept rewinding, hahaa!
Timmie - Glad you enjoyed the Chewy D's, they are definitely some of the best cereal bars. I love those Rocky road hi-fi's too, to the point I don't even buy them from group any more because I just want to eat them all in one sitting