Cai
has a thin girl inside!
Guess what everyone? I'm back on the bloody antibiotics. Throat has just not recovered fully and I have a really annoying cough (a little lingering chest infection, apparently).
In a weird kind of way I am actually a bit pleased to be back on the tablets, as next week I am going out on four separate occasions, which I have been worrying myself silly about - as you know I like my drink, and once I start I can't seem to stop!
And I don't think the scales would be so forgiving to let me have another few binge sessions and not punish me!
So at least being on tablets I can still go out and have an excuse not to drink. I know I am being silly, but as everyone I know knows just how much I love a drink there's no way I'd be allowed to sit at any of the upcoming Christmas parties without a cider firmly pushed into my hand. At least if I tell people I am on tablets then they will leave me alone and I won't have to offend anyone by turning down a drink!
I totally understand this...until i joined SW i was the one getting the drinks in, buying extra rounds of shots and being a dick when it came to drinking. U would make myself loose days (well weekends) and i was trying to stop it...so when i joined SW and went out i gained...i hated it...So i have basically given up! I only have the odd one and u know what...I am crazy enough as a person without a drink, I dont even miss it now and love saving £15 (minimum) in a taxi home! xx