Up late again. Finding sleep difficult this week. I think the speed food are affecting me like speed - the drug lol...Maybe they can get addicts onto Spinach and of anthetamines (sp?) lol
Well, I am desperate to have lost some weigh on Monday. At least the 1lb I put on and another 1lb would be nice.
I think I will feel pretty low if I have STS or gained. I have ate sooo many speed foods...I am surprised I havent sprouted leaves!lol
'I want to be a tree' lol
So, wish me luck for Monday. I think I will be sick before I step on the scales. Does anyone else get that feeling? When you are so desparate to have lost weight, that you almost want to not step on the scales....but you know wild horses couldnt stop you from stepping on. Then you want to close your eyes and pretend the lady weighing you is not there. But she is, and you hear '1lb on....do you know why?'
And you want to run out of class never to be seen again.
Well, I had that feeling last Monday and I just hope I can hold it together this monday. Jelly legs may make me weigh more lol