DustQueen
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ladygaga said:I know....damn stupid work! Just sneaked online! How's tricks?
Not bad should be asleep but not eating
ladygaga said:I know....damn stupid work! Just sneaked online! How's tricks?
ladygaga said:Hey beautiful ladies...how are you all doing? Those weekend munchie-monsters better not have found any of you (mentioning no names Clair hehehe!) I'llbe catching up with the diaries as soon as I can and hope I won;t have to get my whip out!!! Tough love mantra and all that jazz!
Well Gaga is very tired and irritable. Not sleeping well post nights and they are soooooo busy that no time for MM fixes sadly. Had every single bodily fluid possible sparyed at me the past 2 nights and not being able to come home and have a shower is just filth! It's taking me 45 mins to fill the bath by boiling water so guess that adds to my mood hey!!
Diet wise- still TS all the way baby! Sneaky weigh intoday and it's saying STS so am trulky gutted about that. Feel like I have been in the 15's for months!! They better start moving soon or drastic action will be required. Could be water intake as don't tend to drink as much when on nights as then I can't sleep as constantly peeing so I won't blame exante just yet hehehe!
So just 2 more nights to go. Tomorrow will defintely have MM time as tis an agency shift so know I can get online!
Definitely missing you guys-sorry I am not around for usual gaga madness .....normal service will presume on Tuesday......promise
Much love skinny peeps in training xxxx
Mamakash said:Mama Kash got kidnapped by weekend monster![]()
ladygaga said:cheers doll. Just re-read my post back and what a total whinge tool I have turned into hey. Really tempted with an essay extension but I have no time after it to get it done, plus I need to pass it to get my credits to start year 2 in Sept. Totally my own fault for leaving it so late. Hopefully will sleep today and feel better tonight.
Gaga wants a happy diary back and I'm desperate to weigh 14 something which I fear will be like never!!! xxxx
Thanks for posting and I'm uber proud of you for being so strong willed babes. xxx
ladygaga said:Oh no Mama- what happened there sugar? They found you this weekend? they were clearly giving Clair a wide birth judging by her diary (muchos apolgies Clair).
So now its 02:30 and Gaga= tired and grumpy. Had a massive row with the tool earlier via email then on the phone which was not nice at all. I always seem to be in the wrong no matter what I do...
Diet- still on track luckily but still feeling so fat. Wish this weight could just disappear overnight! Wouldn't that be fab?
My ebay addiction is definitley worsening. I'm now hooked on Fat face size 18's.... had some gorgeous skirts which all fir beautifully for bargain prices and a coupl of tops too. Wish they were a smaller size but hey it's better than a 26 after all.
My stress levels are still huge. Thought it might help me to list what's bugging me so I can see if I can change any. So fra on gaga's head is;
The tool, money, my job, jamaica, oh the essay (deadline thurs!), puss cat, my uni course, boiler, job application.....
Ouch that sounds like a lot. Now time to get sorting through them and plan my attack. Essay just has to get done on Mon and Tues otherwise I'm screwed. Cat's having her op on Tues so not a good day for essay writing but got to be done. As for the others.....hey ho!!!!
So no time to get attacked with more bodily fluid me thinks. Sorry not been around much xxxx
ladygaga said:Thanks again ladies- your posts do sure cheer me up and make me think I CAN do this.......
Loving Dusty's post about fat face coming up smal in sizing....! I find sizes so unreliable tho. Last night I wore a pair of Saunsuburys 22 trousers for work which OK were on the loose side but yet had a size 16 top on!! I think right now I am a 20 bottom and a 16/18 top. The skirts from Fat Face fit beautifully in a 18, doubt trousers would tho with my thunder thighs tho hehehe! Bought another skirt and a dress from next last night- man my ebay addiction is truly going crazy!! Still at these prices it's nice to have lots of options of what to wear whilst I'm slimming down rather than just a couple of pieces from Sainsburys which is what I was doing!!
So it's WI later on and looks set for a STS.....again! Man I am getting a bit fed up if I'm honest. I dread to add up what I've lost this month as think it would be a big fat zero. Must be my nutella curse coming back to bite me on my shelf-arse!! Hey ho....what will be, will be. Gaga won't lose faith and onwards and downwards I will carry on. I have to as I have to be a stone behind Miss Mac- can't let her win now can i??? (only kidding honey!)
Just wrote another 500 words on the essay which is not bad for a night shift for me. Done all my references too so that's another job done. Here's hoping I can crack on the next 2 days and get this little sod outta my life- well until Sept when I start the next module hey!
Boiler man is coming tomorrow too so hopefully clean Gaga will be restored as well as happy Gaga. Some part has blown so they had to order it in which meant no hot water for us and having to boil up pans on the hob taking me 45 mins to run a bath!!!! Not pretty and not good for my mood hey! I had to wash the tool's hair and his back the other day and it felt like a vision ino the future when we would be pensioners or something- did make me chuckle!!!
So only 4 more hours til home time from work for me then beddy-byes, WI, boiler repair then essay-ville for Gaga.....oh how I long for aday of nothing-ness. Told myself if all goes well then crackle nail varnish will be mine as a treat.
Happy Monday peeps and thanks again for all your support- I truly couldn't do this without you all xxxxx