ladygaga
really trying again!
Thanks ladies....your words of encouragement do sure mean a lot!!! I'm doing OK today and still no 'cheats'! Week 13 and Day 3 now and boy does that feel weird. I cannot down play the power of ebing in the zone for me. I've tried countless times to get back onto VLCD's and for me I just cannot do it unless in that zone and seems like I'm in my little zone right now.
Clothes are definitely looser and just want to buy a new wardrobe but know that would just be silly. Went back to Sainsburys on Mon before the offer expired and bought a few more bits so hopefully they will tide me over.
Got my irthday in 2 weeks and already decided not to come off plan. May suggest dinner at the local steak house and just have a steak and salad or something like that as a WS day for a treat but otherwise will keep going as know if I come off I sure struggle to get back on. Next planned break is still the girlie weekend in July which I'm pretty nervous about already but will just stay calm until nearer the time then will just have to be very determined.
On the essay front...I'm 3000 words down out of 6000 one and 270 words out of the 2000 one so it's a work in progress and hopefully the totals will be slightly higher by this time tomorrow!!! Wish I could just lie in the garden and blast the new Glee CD...that would be my idea of pure bliss right now! Instead I've had to settle for painting my nails crazy colours to give me something nice to look at whilst on operation essay!!!!
Big love to you all.....you are all amazing xxx
Clothes are definitely looser and just want to buy a new wardrobe but know that would just be silly. Went back to Sainsburys on Mon before the offer expired and bought a few more bits so hopefully they will tide me over.
Got my irthday in 2 weeks and already decided not to come off plan. May suggest dinner at the local steak house and just have a steak and salad or something like that as a WS day for a treat but otherwise will keep going as know if I come off I sure struggle to get back on. Next planned break is still the girlie weekend in July which I'm pretty nervous about already but will just stay calm until nearer the time then will just have to be very determined.
On the essay front...I'm 3000 words down out of 6000 one and 270 words out of the 2000 one so it's a work in progress and hopefully the totals will be slightly higher by this time tomorrow!!! Wish I could just lie in the garden and blast the new Glee CD...that would be my idea of pure bliss right now! Instead I've had to settle for painting my nails crazy colours to give me something nice to look at whilst on operation essay!!!!
Big love to you all.....you are all amazing xxx