Hey Wemitts,how r u all doing.Well as u know i joined sw on thursday and after taking time to get my head round the idea thaat i cant ss at the moment i think i have talked myself round the idea that this is going to be a long journey for me and a big problem of mine is wanting immediate results.
I have been seriously overweight since the age of 9,just after my mum died,and have tried on many hundred occasions to diet and i suppose like alot of people i loose weight then gain it back and some extra.
I have decided to take this slowly and if it takes18/24 months to lose my weight which is 15 stone then so be it.
If i think about all the time i have wasted dieting and regaining or not dieting and sticking my head in the sand then it is a whole lot more than 18/24 months more like 18 yrs.
I do want to change my life,to start living and enjoying life,to enjoy doing things with my son imnstead of watching others take him places and do things with him,and to find a partner who wants to be with me for the right reason,because he loves me for me and not for what i had or could do for him.
I am going to do this diet sensibly and to the letter and not mlet my chatterbox rule me.
Next summer i want to be wearing nice clothes,going on holiday and enjoying myself and to be healthy for me and for my son Aaron, and also i want my son to be proud of my achievement.
On my fridge i have a pic done my slimmer me.co.uk of how i would look at size 12/14 and my son said he could not imagine me being a smaller size than him and asking he to lend me his clothes,and even my best frinds son who is only 7 said "u r not fat Roch u r ok,i dont want u 2 look different"
If only others could see what he see`s in me !!.
Sorry for going on a bit, hope u all have had a nice day, going to have a shower,take care xxxx