Aww Shucks you guys. You are so great. It has simply been too hard to post this week - between my home computer not working properly and trying to get back into ketosis while surrounded by three kids and having to work in the evenings and being pretty miserable......well I was in a foul mood and I might have posted some bad language so..... I think my poor long suffering OH might have been happy if i had disappeared for a day or two too.
Yes I fell off the wagon, got run over by it.... I won't go into details for the faint hearted but lets say I was VERY bad!!!! Was back up to 15st 3lbs when I weighed my self on monday so I am NOT posting THAT!!!
BUT YAY - I am back on day four and in ketosis again!!!
I cant say I learned anything from my jailbreak episode other than it hurts like hell to give this diet up and lose hope.... and not just physically. It made me sad. I caught sight of myself in a mirror and I look fatter than I thought I was at 17stone so I HAVE to diet. I kept telling myself that the only failure is the failure to try - that sounds trite but it got me back on board!!
While scoffing everything in sight last weekend (I did - I have no idea how I am going to learn to maintain) I promised 50 days of TS100% (to me that includes an AAM day once a week) and I am on day 4. 50 days will get me to my next jailbreak which is the June bank holiday weekend when I will be going to the Cat Laughs Comedy festival in Kilkenny (Ireland). I cannot wait. And I don't want to be the "fat" girl for that. I want two more stone off. I WILL be 13 stone and I WILL wear a size 16 summer dress...with flowing hair and a small white cardi and some leather sandals. I WILL post a pic when I make it. No ifs ands or buts.
Belle