Going the distance............here we go again

[Quak]

Bit up and down Toots, but as to be expected as it is still very early days. Thanks hon xxxx

 

[TheCookieMonster]

Hope you have a great time!
Xxx

 

[pocahantas/Victoria]

how are you my lovely ?

I hope your doing better than me lolxx sending you lots of positive thoughtsx


one day at a time ehh...

 

[Toots]

Have fun!

Ta muchly x

Hope you have a great time!
Xxx

Ta, Chick x

how are you my lovely ?

I hope your doing better than me lolxx sending you lots of positive thoughtsx


one day at a time ehh...

Absolutely one day at a time! Bet you're not doing as badly as you think

Bit up and down Toots, but as to be expected as it is still very early days. Thanks hon xxxx

Ah Sweets, it'll never be OK but time will make it less raw - I wish I could take the pain away :hug99:xx

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Well, feeling very tired. Did my usual trick - had fun, had a laugh - then couldn't sleep for the fear that I had made a t!t of myself. I was only tiddly but I think it says a lot about my self esteem that EVERY time I have a couple I fret about it :cry: WTF is wrong with me???!!!!

On the plus side straight back on the wagon. 1 pack down but really need to get glugging the water - have had loads of coffee so at least that's something

Hope everyone is going strong

xxx

 

[pocahantas/Victoria]

Toots

Its sad that you feel that way about yourself...at the end of the day if people judge you thats there problem!! Its taken me many years to realise that we dont have to be affected but others judgements...

Did you hurt anyone or break the law? if not chill out and be kind to yourself..I can see already that you have a kind soul stuff anyone who thinks bad things about you when you let your hair down xx

 

[Toots]

Toots

Its sad that you feel that way about yourself...at the end of the day if people judge you thats there problem!! Its taken me many years to realise that we dont have to be affected but others judgements...

Did you hurt anyone or break the law? if not chill out and be kind to yourself..I can see already that you have a kind soul stuff anyone who thinks bad things about you when you let your hair down xx

Oh Babes, that is exactly what I needed to hear - thank you so much. I would rep you but I need to share the love first

xx

 

[Toots]

Duran Duran

My boys are on TV and am sooooooooo over-excited

John Taylor? I still would

xx

 

[Miss Mac]

pleased you had a good night toots. Just one question....did you knock yourself out of ketosis before you went out? And did the alcohol affect you any differently to what it normally would? ok so thats 2 questions but hey!!! haha!!

p.s......the people that generally talk about you are the ones that are generally jealous because they didnt have as much fun as you!!!...x

 

[Toots]

pleased you had a good night toots. Just one question....did you knock yourself out of ketosis before you went out? And did the alcohol affect you any differently to what it normally would? ok so thats 2 questions but hey!!! haha!!

p.s......the people that generally talk about you are the ones that are generally jealous because they didnt have as much fun as you!!!...x

Hi Hun - I did knock myself out of K on friday - period cravings all got a bit much so didn't have to try to hard at that Alcohol didn't really affect me any more than usual but I kinda stop when I get giggly anyway - it probably took less than normal tho!!!

I know that you and Victoria are right - and no-one can make me feel bad without my permission but I do worry far too much about what people think -disproportionately so. Especially after I've had a couple and am no so careful about keeping my trap shut . I know that it is something within me that's broken Mum can't figure out why as she says I'm a happy, funny drunk (not that I'm constantly drunk but you know what I mean)

xx

 

[Miss Mac]

I know what you mean....plonkie!! (joke!)

I have had a few cringe worthy moments when I have said or done something I maybe shouldnt have but I guess I have thicker skin than you and just think if people are talking about me then at least they are leaving some other poor buga alone!!

 

[Toots]

I know what you mean....plonkie!! (joke!)

I have had a few cringe worthy moments when I have said or done something I maybe shouldnt have but I guess I have thicker skin than you and just think if people are talking about me then at least they are leaving some other poor buga alone!!

Thanks, Babes - wish with all my heart I could grow a thicker skin. I'm hoping that that will come with weight loss which will, hopefully, lead to more confidence

xxx

 

[TheCookieMonster]

I'm really sorry you are feeling like this babe!
:hug99: :hug99: :hug99:

Anyone who has had the fortune to get to know you a little on here can see that you are a total star and I am sure that you are just as much so out in the 'real world' and that people can see that in you!

I am sure things weren't anyway near as bad as you might fear in your head, and as much as I want to say stuff what anyone else thinks, I know it's not that simple....I know the feeling of trying to replay every word of every conversation that I've had at certain events and recollect exact reactions of people and read deep meaning into the slightest thing...it's s nightmare! As you say shifting this weight is a step towards building up confidence - it's gutting how much it can affect us.

Remmember babe you are a star!!
Xxx

 

[JoanneM]

Toots I think the weight loss does help. I have so much confidence and belief in myself now it scares me lol. I now have loads of friends who I never would have had before because I am myself now and don't hide behind anything.

As for Duran Duran - have you no taste woman?

 

[Toots]

I'm really sorry you are feeling like this babe!
:hug99: :hug99: :hug99:

Anyone who has had the fortune to get to know you a little on here can see that you are a total star and I am sure that you are just as much so out in the 'real world' and that people can see that in you!

I am sure things weren't anyway near as bad as you might fear in your head, and as much as I want to say stuff what anyone else thinks, I know it's not that simple....I know the feeling of trying to replay every word of every conversation that I've had at certain events and recollect exact reactions of people and read deep meaning into the slightest thing...it's s nightmare! As you say shifting this weight is a step towards building up confidence - it's gutting how much it can affect us.

Remmember babe you are a star!!
Xxx

Thanks, Babe - very very kind of you. Make me cry before I go to work why don't ya!!!

Toots I think the weight loss does help. I have so much confidence and belief in myself now it scares me lol. I now have loads of friends who I never would have had before because I am myself now and don't hide behind anything.

As for Duran Duran - have you no taste woman?

Thanks - hope so. Being on didn't really help with those blasted self doubt hormones

Oh, and I'll have you know, I have IMPECCABLE taste. JT's still got it!!!!

 

[pocahantas/Victoria]

Hi toots

you have a good day x sending you positive thoughts...hold that head up high

 

[spyro2008]

hi hun hope your ok have a lovely day and as for the confidence thing it will definately help losing weight also i got the paul mckenna instant confidence book and cd thats quite good ( quick note - im not actually working for paul trying to increase his sales lol)
it might help you anyway hun.

 

[Quak]

Weight loss certainly helps with confidence Toots, but you have to start to believe in yourself too honey xxxx

 

[girlygirl1]

So do I

xxx

I had a bum like that at age 18. Frankly I cannot kid myself that I will ever, in middle age, have that bum, again! But I can try...

 

[Toots]

Hi toots

you have a good day x sending you positive thoughts...hold that head up high

Thanks, Babes x

hi hun hope your ok have a lovely day and as for the confidence thing it will definately help losing weight also i got the paul mckenna instant confidence book and cd thats quite good ( quick note - im not actually working for paul trying to increase his sales lol)
it might help you anyway hun.

Thanks, Hun - will have a look on amazon later x

Weight loss certainly helps with confidence Toots, but you have to start to believe in yourself too honey xxxx

Thanks, Sweets - other people seem to have full faith in me, I'm the only one who doesn't

I had a bum like that at age 18. Frankly I cannot kid myself that I will ever, in middle age, have that bum, again! But I can try...

We can but try
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As usual - all that worry over nothing. Apparantly was a scream and everyone had a blimmin good laugh. Boss man was up today and everything is good on that front too

I so need to get a grip and have a little faith in myself!!

xxx

 

[precious]

toots thank you so much for the hugs.. really put a smile on my face.. your all so kind... hope you have had a lovely day all the best for tomm my lovely x