Crazy thing is I am still 6 stone lighter than I was ...... but, the last few pounds (a bigger few than it was before I went on holiday for 3 weeks!!) is proving a devil to shift. I am continually up and down within a 1 stone window. Like I say, I keep derailing myself.
I am toying with hypnotism to see if I can work out WHY I am doing this, because for the life of me in my normal conscious state I don't know why - I truly don't. I think I want to get back to 12-12.5 stone, but maybe there is a nasty memory lurking in my sub-conscious that is stopping me .... who knows. Clearly some part of me does not want to lose the weight, but and equal part of me does. They are in conflict and causing chaos to reign.
I'll sort it. Done it before, I will do it again. I just have to work out what is stopping me .... apart from me that is!
I am toying with hypnotism to see if I can work out WHY I am doing this, because for the life of me in my normal conscious state I don't know why - I truly don't. I think I want to get back to 12-12.5 stone, but maybe there is a nasty memory lurking in my sub-conscious that is stopping me .... who knows. Clearly some part of me does not want to lose the weight, but and equal part of me does. They are in conflict and causing chaos to reign.
I'll sort it. Done it before, I will do it again. I just have to work out what is stopping me .... apart from me that is!