Sass
Silver Member
DD for me today
Yesterday i went over my cals Feeling a little bit out of control on my up days and if i can give this diet a true trial i need to get that sorted.
Here is what i had yesterday :
B - Cheerios - 200
S - Banana - 100
L - Prawn sarni - 330
S - satsuma - 50
D - Jacket potato with prawn cocktail and a slice of the kids pizza - 900
Pudding - strawberry's and cream - 300
Drinks - Black coffee with sweatners
Fresh orange juice - 50
Strawberry Yoghurt drink - 120
2lts of water
Then i had 4 crackers with phili and a small bowl of Oat Granola with activia yoghurt on whilst watching a film with OH
God i didnt stop eating :cry:
I'm so worried that this diet isn't going to work because i'm out of control. I spent most of yesterday feeling really guilty for eating and then debating on going back to Cambridge today but i know i will fail with that a few days down the line and i really want to give this diet a real try. Its scary the thought of being on a diet that i'm not sure will work for me, i worry that i'm going to gain so much weight. It doesn't help that today i'm having a FAT day !!! in sure my trousers that were loose feel tighter today. I do wonder weather because i have been on Cambridge that it will take me a little while to get used to food again and not binge or feel guilty for eating on up days which will lead to binging ?!
Good thing today is a DD i feel safe. On my last DD i was hungry but i feel more comfortable with hunger than i do with feeling full and out of control right now. I hope i get my head around this soon or i will have to go back to the safety net of Cambridge but it then leads me to worry about the future of maintaining my weight loss and how i deal with food in the long run. I really don't want to be one of those who sadly puts the weight back on.
Yesterday i went over my cals Feeling a little bit out of control on my up days and if i can give this diet a true trial i need to get that sorted.
Here is what i had yesterday :
B - Cheerios - 200
S - Banana - 100
L - Prawn sarni - 330
S - satsuma - 50
D - Jacket potato with prawn cocktail and a slice of the kids pizza - 900
Pudding - strawberry's and cream - 300
Drinks - Black coffee with sweatners
Fresh orange juice - 50
Strawberry Yoghurt drink - 120
2lts of water
Then i had 4 crackers with phili and a small bowl of Oat Granola with activia yoghurt on whilst watching a film with OH
God i didnt stop eating :cry:
I'm so worried that this diet isn't going to work because i'm out of control. I spent most of yesterday feeling really guilty for eating and then debating on going back to Cambridge today but i know i will fail with that a few days down the line and i really want to give this diet a real try. Its scary the thought of being on a diet that i'm not sure will work for me, i worry that i'm going to gain so much weight. It doesn't help that today i'm having a FAT day !!! in sure my trousers that were loose feel tighter today. I do wonder weather because i have been on Cambridge that it will take me a little while to get used to food again and not binge or feel guilty for eating on up days which will lead to binging ?!
Good thing today is a DD i feel safe. On my last DD i was hungry but i feel more comfortable with hunger than i do with feeling full and out of control right now. I hope i get my head around this soon or i will have to go back to the safety net of Cambridge but it then leads me to worry about the future of maintaining my weight loss and how i deal with food in the long run. I really don't want to be one of those who sadly puts the weight back on.