HI, I'M BACK!!!!
Thanks to Slushy, Shazpaz & everyone who gave advice & suggestions to get over my fear of take-off.:character00255:
It was reported that a strange woman was seen in Gatwick airport doing strange repetitive actions - that was me, tapping.
I was strangely calm as i waited to board the flight and still calm whilst boarding which i found weird.
When the engines started i was a little apprehensive but there were no tears like the last time. Once the plane started to take off i closed my eyes and put my fingers in my ears. IT WAS GREAT!!! No dizzinines or panic attack. I WAS SO PROUD OF MYSELF:superwoman:.
I managed to enjoy my holiday as i wasnt afraid of the return flight. My husband coulnt believe that i managed the flight on my own and was duly impressed when we flew home this week at how i handles the situation.:happy036:
I can honestly say that i am no longer afraid of take-off although its still not one of my favourite things but i now know i can fly alone without the hysterics.
THANK YOU ALL, xx:bliss: