Hello everyone
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think I am on day 16 now?
Have been v good so far today, kept to 100% packs and water, might go make myself a green tea to have with my bar in a bit
Am trying to fir revision in round the work I have to do for my exam on Saturday, can not WAIT for this course to finish in June.
Tomorrow I get my second lot of results from the exams I did in February. I am extremely worried, I thought I did ok in them all, but then I thought I had done ok in this accounting one (that I am resitting on Saturday) and got it completley wrong! But if I fail another one I think not only do I have to retake at £100 a time, but failing more than one means I have to re do the whole years course, which I cannot afford to do (it's £10000 a year!!) and so I will have essentially wasted an entire year of my life, and ten grand. OH GOD! I really want to have something to eat or drink. It's horrible
I have spoken to husband at length about it, when not just crying cos the thought of it scared me so much, and he assures me that he doesn't care whether I pass or not, cos he knows how hard I worked. For the majority of the course (September till April) I lived in the East Midlands cos husbands job moved there, and I study in York, so was commuting for 2.5 hours, as well as dealing with having just got married, managing a house for the first time, a huge amount of things going wrong in the house, husband crashing my car, etc etc blah blah excuses excuses. I know that they have affected my work, but at the end of the day that isnt what employers see, is it? They just see the qualification, or not
Hahaha can you tell I'm nervous? Wish I could have a gin
Anyway, sorry for ranting haha much love every one xxx