I came off plan Sunday night.
Had some epic thinking about how much this was taking over my thinking. I get being focused, but the constant head battle to not eat was so much there all the time and was taking over my thinking, ok sure I wanted pizza and nachos but it was the more generalised stuff that was getting to me, having fruit, having a bowl of veg soup I would make, having a low fat yoghurt, eating a few baby potatoes with a salad, having a skinny cappuccino if I wanted. All healthy choices but not allowed on CD. For me personally, abstinence from food doesn't combat the psychological issues I have, which is learning to say no to the bad foods and taking the in-between foods in moderation.
I am not giving up loosing weight, far from it, I am going out today and going to shop for weight watchers and go right back on pro points, I tend to lean towards protein on there and not a huge amount of carbs on there and although slower (
) I can loose it on ww which I know fits me and my life well.
I will use the rest of my cd shakes and point them on ww, I tend to do that on slim fast anyway to get around the can't eat in the mornings issue I always have had, but add in yoghurt and fruit, I'm not wasting them.
Please don't think I am knocking the cd, for some its works 100% and its what they need, for me, its not a good fit is all. I am grateful I have had a boost from it, I would have liked to loose a bit more before switching but I have to make choices that work for me.
Some positive habbits I have made with CD:
I drink a lot of water and find it easy to do now.
I remember to eat throughout the day (well shakes) and not skip meals.
I know I need to have a healthy mindset to dieting, and not let it overtake me. I can't hide away at mealtimes because I'm not having what everyone else is having.
I also have learned to say no to food I don't need.
I will stay with the diaries and talk to you girlies (and guys), I can't give you lot up
, just letting you know where things are at with me. Maybe I will do a boost month now n again on CD, I will discuss all options with my consultant (about to email her now).
<3 have a GOOD week, I will be 100% on ww and probs officially start tomorrow since wed was always my weigh in day - old habbits die hard hah. I will point today and stick within points tho
Now to go work out the pro points of a cd shake hah.