Honey last attempt at cd

[honey-dd]

Well after successfully loosing 5 stone on cd and keeping it off. Iv re started today after three failed re starts to lose my final three stone.

To be truthful i did not want to re start i was happy as i was but i have to have ivf and cant do it untill my bmi is 30 ,so iv been forced in to a re start as i need to do ivf soon ,im going to start at the end of oct.

So here my new diary begins (my old one is in the brides to be section but as im married now there is no need for that one lol)

I started today and so far im struggling ,I do want to lose the weight there is no doubt about it but i feel pressured in to doing it ,this is the only diet that works for me and the only one i can get three stone off by oct.

Im perserveering and stopping myself eating by telling myself i want to lose weight more, but i dont know if that will work for long lol ,im not hungry i just want to eat like normal

But hey ho carry on and in a few months ill hit target at last and start ivf and that's what i want so i dont really have much choice

 

[ditzeeblonde]

Hi honey

Best of luck with the weight loss & with the IVF... what a goal to be aiming for! x

 

[misscheeky]

hey hun, best of luck with the diet xx

 

[WhiteSheep]

good luck, sounds like you have the best motivator in the world. I think that is really great you are happy the weight you are by the way, but hopefully the docs know best and you want to be healthy for yourself, your new hubbie and hopefully your new family!