Lumpy1
Full Member
I'm just pitching for 5 days work in Amsterdam, which I love, in September and all that's going through my mind is how will I manage to stay on diet. Especially with the probable munches and all
I'm also looking at the dates and trying to work out if I can get to target quicker (which would be a little unrealistic, but I could get close).
In the past I would have started by feeling quite excited, then depressed because all these new people would see me in all my fatness. I'm a video producer/director so I tend to be the focus of attention on shoots as people look to me for instruction.
This time I feel so much more positive even though I have a long way to go. At least I'm now on the journey.
xxx
I'm also looking at the dates and trying to work out if I can get to target quicker (which would be a little unrealistic, but I could get close).
In the past I would have started by feeling quite excited, then depressed because all these new people would see me in all my fatness. I'm a video producer/director so I tend to be the focus of attention on shoots as people look to me for instruction.
This time I feel so much more positive even though I have a long way to go. At least I'm now on the journey.
xxx
