I think we often self sabotage because we are frightened of what being slimmer means. More attention, no scapegoat to blame stuff that is going wrong in our lives on. etc etc.
Why is that, that when I am on SS all I do is think constantly about food... WHY..
I really feel for you. I was in that possition for 2 months. Half on and off and trying to get on again.
It really really helps to be in Ketosis again as your brain lets you know it's all Ok. so keep climbing that mountain and drink first.
Something just switched for me and I decided to properly go for it again. It helped that I was on holiday with 3 others who all knew I was on the diet and so i could not cheat as they would see me do it. Those 4 days got me back into ketosis!
If you do it for four weeks it becomes a habit, but maybe you just need a time on 750 to get your head around your new body.
I think we often self sabotage because we are frightened of what being slimmer means. More attention, no scapegoat to blame stuff that is going wrong in our lives on. etc etc.
I'd say give yourself some grace. look how far you have come. do 750 and reevaluate what you want to do for the next few months. xx
Awww I was so happy all day yesterday I am just gonna have to share it with you all.
I took my dad to A & E yesterday morning as he slipped over playing cricket & landed on his shoulder, anyway when the doctor had a look he thought he had broken his collar bone but to go for an x-ray to check the damage.
So after the x-ray he called us over to show us the damage he said he hadn't broken it, he said it looked like he had broken it as he is a bulky man ( me dad is quite stocky build) if it happened to me it would be more noticable with me being a skinny person..
OH MY GOD , Can you imagine the smile on my face when he said that, I have never been called SKINNY in my life...
I told everyone I knew when I came out of the hospital,
I am a happy bunny.. lol
Anyway just if your interested to know the outcome my dad had popped his collar bone out of joint so he is in a sling at the mo, Me & me mam have to dress him as he is in agony, Have to go back next thursday if the collar bone has popped up anymore he will have to have an operation..
Thanks for reading.
Big hugs..
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