marketharborough
Member
Its a huge goal - nearly 100 lbs to loose. Im a size 24 and want to be a size 12.
Before the shear task of how much i have to lose has driven me to comfort eat as the journey just looked too big to even start
But last week after a year of having stomach banding my best friend is now down to a size 14 from a size 26 - i am so pleased for her but its made me realise i cant be the fat friend
I cant be the woman that cant fit into the new winged chairs at the golf club (seriously they bruised my thighs as i squeezed into them and whats worse is that i had to sit there and pretend nothing was wrong as there were no other chairs around)
I refuse to wear that orange belt on planes
And i want to be able to put my shoes on without putting my head between my knees to get there
I would love to own a full size mirror
and i want to be able to buy clothes not to hide in - i honestly hate Evans - the clothes are dark, inferior in quality and depressing
Most of all i want to be able to seduce my husband in something beautiful underwear and actually leave the lights on
Before the shear task of how much i have to lose has driven me to comfort eat as the journey just looked too big to even start
But last week after a year of having stomach banding my best friend is now down to a size 14 from a size 26 - i am so pleased for her but its made me realise i cant be the fat friend
I cant be the woman that cant fit into the new winged chairs at the golf club (seriously they bruised my thighs as i squeezed into them and whats worse is that i had to sit there and pretend nothing was wrong as there were no other chairs around)
I refuse to wear that orange belt on planes
And i want to be able to put my shoes on without putting my head between my knees to get there
I would love to own a full size mirror
and i want to be able to buy clothes not to hide in - i honestly hate Evans - the clothes are dark, inferior in quality and depressing
Most of all i want to be able to seduce my husband in something beautiful underwear and actually leave the lights on