Come on, u can do it!! you look like u've done so well so don't keep doing it!! I can really relate to this becoz I'm one for self sabotage when things arent going my way. Your so close to your goal, look at it this way, every time you go to eat some thing u know u shouldnt imagine yourself taking two steps backwards and starting from the beginning...maybe this will help u to stop urself becoz who wants to start from the beginning wen they have comes so far!xx