Well that's the first weekend on lt with chappie on leave, must admit it was a little more difficult, mmmm indian take away on Sat night, smelt sooooo good, however like a pillar of strength (NOT) I have been 100% angelic!!! I do feel a little hungry now tho, prob cause I usually get a 'comforting' chinese when he leaves for the barracks. Well tummy tum, not this time, ha ha. I'm in control now, kinda

Back to work tomorrow, I'm looking forward to going back to work but not the loo situation, it's gonna be tricky but I'm sure I'll find a way. Wish I had that buzzing happy feeling that I've had since starting, maybe it'll be back tomorrow? I feel a lot better for the loss and my confidence in the boudoir is back, which is fab (wrong thread, should be in Sonkie's sex lives :->) Just wish I didn't want to nibble. But thats just it
want not
need, thats the important part to keep track of, I'm having all I need from the shakes, would be nice just to have something nice

. Good I'm going on arn't I, think I'm trying to convince myself here, anyway It's working. Gonna stop now before I bore you to death. Be good, hope you allhad a nice weekend
