I started off so positive this week and then sadly, I feel it went a bit wrong by the end of the week, LOL!
Ever since I weighed myself, I just haven't been able to get into the Paul Mckenna rules and have wanted to eat whatever, whenever. And all of it is really crap food as well. It's a shame that I never want to keep eating fruit or vegetables when I do this LOL!
Perhaps I am self sabotaging or because I have weighed myself, my eating mechanisms has decided that I am dieting and has started to want to just eat. I also have some difficult tests this week and not sure if maybe I am also doing a bit of emotional eating. <Shrugging> It beats me! LOL!
Anyway, my average daily calories for the past week is actually 1300 and I actually feel like I have put on weight. And perhaps I have put on a pound or so. But I don't think I want to go near my weighing scales for a while...
On a good note, I got my jogging time up to 20 minutes this week which I am really pleased with.
I am now going to bed and going to listen to Paul Mckenna's CD for loosing weight in the hope that this will get me back in to the 'groove' and to go back to following the 4 rules:
1. only eat when you are hungry
2. stop eating when you no longer hungry
3. eat what you want and not what you think you should
4. (and the hardest for me!) eat every mouthful consciously.
Ever since I weighed myself, I just haven't been able to get into the Paul Mckenna rules and have wanted to eat whatever, whenever. And all of it is really crap food as well. It's a shame that I never want to keep eating fruit or vegetables when I do this LOL!
Perhaps I am self sabotaging or because I have weighed myself, my eating mechanisms has decided that I am dieting and has started to want to just eat. I also have some difficult tests this week and not sure if maybe I am also doing a bit of emotional eating. <Shrugging> It beats me! LOL!
Anyway, my average daily calories for the past week is actually 1300 and I actually feel like I have put on weight. And perhaps I have put on a pound or so. But I don't think I want to go near my weighing scales for a while...
On a good note, I got my jogging time up to 20 minutes this week which I am really pleased with.
I am now going to bed and going to listen to Paul Mckenna's CD for loosing weight in the hope that this will get me back in to the 'groove' and to go back to following the 4 rules:
1. only eat when you are hungry
2. stop eating when you no longer hungry
3. eat what you want and not what you think you should
4. (and the hardest for me!) eat every mouthful consciously.