Total Solution I will do this!!

Yeah me too... I have it about 1/4 milk and 2 spoons of coffee mate usually. Mmmmm! Lol

And oh yeah I promised a picture didn't I, hehe. New stuff yay!

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Omg! :eek: Those weights are HUGE! I LOVE those shoes! Super cute!

Haha! I have my coffee the same exact way! Crazy! x
 
Yeah they are big haha, and there are 4 other weights to go on them to make them up to 10kg each.... Eff that! That will take me like 6 months to build up the muscle for those bad boys lol!
And yeah I love the shoes but they don't really suit me :p I'm more of a grunge/metal type girl and wear jeans and baggy black/band shirts lol but I'm not too bothered. I'm caring less what people think about me and I like them so yeah lol. And they are the most comfortable shoes! I'm really pleased lol.

What's the verdict on the pasta? Mine should be coming tomorrow! :D x
 
Hahaha! You'll get there! :character00115:

Are you? Lol. Sounds like me in high school! I still have some of my band t-shirts! They *will* fit me again! Well at least they are black and will go with your shirts lol.

I haven't tried it yet! I usually have my last pack around 10-11ish. x
 
Hey Hayley!

How are you doing today? Have you received any of the packs you ordered yet? x
 
Yeah! I got my pastas tonight :) but it's veggie soup day, so I'm gonna have one tomorrow. Really looking forward to it! I also went to h&b today and got myself some zero noodles and slim rice for my food week! I know its still a week and a half away, but it was nice getting them and knowing that they're there ready for me :) can't wait to have chicken and steak again!! Hehe x
 
Oh good! I hope you like them! When are you going to take a food week? I'm not gonna bother with one because I just want to lose my weight super fast lol. Also I didn't take any breaks when I was on LT, so I know I can do it again! I've never heard of slim rice before. Is it normal rice or is it made of something special? x
 
It's made out of vegetable fibre I think. It was next to the zero noodles and the person behind the counted pointed them out lol :) I think I have todo a food week. It gives me something to look forward to! I'm also only gonna have 2 products a day on my food week so afterwards it's not such a loss when I go back to ts. So substituting a pack for a healthy meal of high protein meat and green veggies :) I know the site says to keep having 3 packs, but I don't care :p x
 
Forgot to add, food week every 4th week x
 
Oh ok! I'll have to have a look next time I go into H&B then! Fair enough! I keep having dreams about poached eggs for some reason and carrots. I'm definitely looking forward to both of those! I'm sure you'll be just fine with having just two packs if you're going to be having a meal as well. x
 
Hey Hayley!

How you doing today? Are you trying the pasta today? x
 
Hey Laura! Ughhh bad day today :( went out this morning to pick up a package at my mums. Then to get back I had to get 2 busses, one of which I never got before, and also the damn bus station is a building site at the moment so it took me ages to find where to get it lol. Anyway finally just got back, and starving!....to find that everyone effed off out and left me with no key and so I'm sitting in a bloody caravan waiting for someone to come home and let me in. So annoyed and cold and fed up and hungry.... Alex had some haribo sweets in his bag and I ate 2 :(

Now I'm annoyed at myself!..

As soon as someone gets home I'm doing my pasta! Then I'm gonna sulk in my room. I'm so fed up at the moment. I miss our old house and hate living with my in-laws. I'm a very private person and don't like to rely on people. Grrrrr and I could eat anything right about now!!!...must....resist....more.....sweets! :( :( :( x
 
Oh no! I'm sorry! You should keep a bar in your bag with you at all times for times like today. I hate getting buses that I've never gotten before! Don't you have a key? Have you had any of your packs today?


I completely understand! I hate having to rely on other people as well. You CAN resist!! You can do it!


I hope your day gets better! x
 
I purpously didn't bring anything with me so I would eat when I got home. But I was aiming for 3-3:30 and I'm Still waiting! I'm the black sheep in this house. No one really gives a damn what happens to me. It's all fake. My fiance works 50-60 hours a week so I'm basically just living with his parents. And I'm always put last for everything. Most of the time I'm just forgotten. A small example would be when I used to eat with them and they got take aways... Everyone would be asked what they wanted and I'd just have to like what I was given cus they never asked me what I wanted. I'm also pushed to do dishes and stuff after they've all eaten when I ate hours before them with my son, and cleaned up after myself. Sorry I'll stop ranting. If I keep going I won't stop! X
 
Why are you letting them get away with treating you like that? And why is your fiance letting them treat you that way? He should respect you more and stand up for you, it's not fair that you're treated like a servant, you're living there, you have a right to be there and to be treated as equal, especially if you're marrying their son. It's disgusting and archaic :( Sorry but I can't stand people who treat others like that.
 
My fiance has stood up for me in the past. The problem is, they're soooo different when he is around. He is their golden child. They treat him like a god. Whatever he wants he gets! Whatever he says is right! He loves it. And it makes him arrogant and big headed. He doesbt see what all the fuss is about.

This isn't the first time we've tried to live with them. Last time we managed 6 days till his mum called me uhh "lower than sh*t" and said I wasn't good enough for his son. Told him she doesbt know what he sees in me and that I didn't even look nice. She's a childish school girl at heart. She doesbt like the way I tell my son right from wrong... She'd rather let him do what he wants and leave me to deal with the consequinces after. I've even seen her telling her own daughter to steal a drink from a supermarket! Absolutely disgraceful behaviour for a mother.

...how did he manage to convince me to come back here :( when they're nice to me it's so obviously fake it turns my stomach x
 
I should add in the month that we took a 'break' from living with them, we stayed with my parents. Also couldn't stand living there too. My dad was violent bringing me up and he thrives over power and control. I'm not a child anymore but he still tries to drill it into me how worthless I am and make me feel tiny. I'm 24 btw x
 
Is there no way you guys can afford to live elsewhere? It's a toxic environment to bring up your child and obviously not good for you either.
 
Oh Hayley I'm so so sorry! It must be awful to live there! I want to grab you and bring you home! His mom sounds like a right b*tch! And it doesn't seem like he's doing anything to help either! I can' believe they haven't given you a key either, but from the sounds of it they aren't very nice people.

I hate people that act different around other people! They are the worse and they make you feel even worse because other people don't believe you when you tell them how they really are! I had an ex like that. I really hope your day gets better! x
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Exactly. They treat him so amazingly he's blind to how they treat me. We've lived in our own house for 5 years but bills got on top of us and we needed to do something fast to save money :( it was unavoidable x
 
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