Day 18
OOOPS. Last night without even thinking about it I finished some pasta sitting on the cooker that the kids had left. I just had a completely weird moment like I totally forgot that I no longer eat real food. Thing is I dont know why (cos I think about very little else but the diet) and worse I could actually see my stomach looked bloated after.:break_diet:
So today was even more stupid... thought what the hell and failed miserably. Not that I ate all day, but I had a mouthful of bread roll the baby left... then my other daughter left a few oven chips which I also scoffed. I felt really sick after though???
On the bright side, I put some delicious smelling scones into a solid coloured plastic box (taking them out of clear plastic and therefore my sight). I almost ate one. Held it in my hand knowing I was going to, then thought...'NO, will have the will power and resist' I'd rather be skinny than eat it so I put it back.
And my recent ex-boyfriend and his mates just called from the pub to ask me if I want an Indian. I said no...and dont bring it round here either!!!
However, overall, pretty disappointed in self