Hiya folks,
Well, the scales are currently balancing between 12st 1lb and 12st 3, which is great. In other, horrible, upsetting, depressing, shocking news, we went to hospital to sort out our treatment for IVF - remember, we chose to have IVF as we are both carriers of the disease Thalassaemia and we didn't want to pass it on to our children - ...and instead were told that Chris has azoospermia. In other words, there are no sperm in his ejaculate. So, we are officially infertile, although they are still doing investigations. Best case scenario is that he has a blockage that can be fixed and they can extract sperm and go ahead with our IVF. Worse case scenario is that, due to some genetic disorder they have done tests for, his testicles don't make sperm or they make sperm but those sperm don't mature.
We are complete wrecks. I'm absolutely devastated and I'm hoping that there's a blockage or at least they can harvest some sperm because we really want to be a mommy and daddy. Really really. :'( xxx