I'm back - after an awful 3 weeks :cry:I'm finally given myself a kick up the a*** and realised I DO want to lose this weight but its UP TO ME TO STICK TO IT!!
Snowboarding was awesome
, had so much fun!! Went with good intentions and managed to stick to the plan for the first 2 days. However, its a very social eating time and as struggling to watch 40 people eat altogether when I was the only one who wasn't. So started doing SS+. As you can imagine this escalated and by the end of the week I was off the plan eating what ever I fancied :cry:
Came home and was expecting a massive put on. Luckily cos I was exercising so much I only put on a pound
. However, since then I haven't stuck to the plan 100% managed to get myself back into ketosis twice. Only to then go and eat and get straight back out of it.
I'm annoyed with myself. I really want to be slim (I'll never be thin - godamn my massive swimmers shoulders!) so why do I eat food??
Anyway, have told my CDC that I need her to be strict with me. So if I don't lose weight on Tues (new WI day) she's taking me off the plan.
Today was meant to be day 1 of my restart, but had a moderation in school which means I was run off my feet all day non-stop and foolishly didn't plan for CD correctly and ultimately had to eat proper food. Granted that didn't mean I had to get fish and chips and chocolate for dinner :break_diet: but I did.
So tomorrow is day 1 for definite. I've got 3 weeks til a hen weekend (target 11 pounds off) and 7 weeks til the wedding/birthday celebrations (target minimum stone and half off).
Got another moderation day, but got bars ready and have decided if hungry is best to eat more bars than allowed, rather than dipping into sandwiches, chocolate etc.
Wish me luck! :cross:
Lou x